Updated Version of Me

I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An udpated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me

Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...


Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...

'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had wath you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...

Sophie's World (our lives is a top hat)

Philosophy never catches my interest until someone introduced me this book.
Jostein Garder's Sophies World picturing the history of philosophy from ancient times to Sartre.
This taught me things I've never imagined.

We indeed are living in a magician's top hat.
We are in the rabbit's fur trying eagerly to peak out to the real world to see real things.

It's amazing.

Doing Drum Lessons

I'm loving music. After learning guitar, I'm now having my guitar lessons.
It's not that easy as playing guitar but trying is not a problem.
☺☺☺

Paul Coelho says...

Wise people discuss ideas.
Fools discuss how people should behave.

--need comments here.

I miss Kuia Noel...

I miss you...
That one-week moments we had is irreplaceable...
Thanks for the ode you wrote...
Thanks for the good things you instilled in me.
Thanks for everything.
You're a real friend.

☺☺☺

Paul Coelho's Quote for the Week

Life is short.
There is no time to leave
important words unsaid.

♥♥♥True indeed. Things left unsaid are the most painful cause of regrets. The barrier between life and death is but a strand of hair... precious and fragile. If there's something you wanna say to a particular person, say it now! Every second counts. Express what you wanna express. Say what you wanna say. Do what you wanna do. Today is the best day to start this. Good luck! ☻☻☻

I know you know that... MY LOVE IS HERE

Words
nothing but words
For me to show
How much my love for you unfolds
Through trouble and fears
This love feels so real
And I need you to know

Even though we’re far apart
You’re right beside me in my heart

Don’t you know my love is here?
Don’t you know my love is real?
You should know by now
This much is true
My love is here for you

Time, nothing but time
To make up your mind
I’ll give you all that you need
I want you to know
I’ll never let go
‘Til you come back to me

Even though you’re far away
I’m right beside you day by day

Even though we’re far apart
You’re right beside me in my heart

Don’t you know my love is here?
Don’t you know my love is real (for you)?
You should know by now
This much is true
My love is here for you

Follow-up...

Woohooo!!
Pasado ako sa Final exam.
Akalain mu un..haha

Final Exam Fever

Graveh!!! We had our final exam in NCM 104 a while ago
...an NCLEX-type exam.
I experienced mild epistaxis during exam...haha!
So...
so...
...so hirap!
At ngayon, para kaming naghihintay ng result ng board exam
kasi it will be posted online.
Waaaahh!!! Hopefully makapasa ako...huhu!

Destiny versus Love of God

"No law of destiny can ever be an obstacle to the love of God."

--quote for tonight..=)

That was included and written at the end of test question in our quiz a while ago.
Ate Gem was hit!haha! Sabi niya, di daw siya nainspire kundi naexpire.

Haiz! I've just arrived from our duty.
Di naman nakakapagod... Di nman ako toxic eh..
That was taken during our duty..harhar..

So much for tonight...
...Goodnight!

Your absence is contagious...

I'm afraid...
...afraid of losing you.

...of this silence
...of this distance
...of your absence
...of missing you
...of taking this feeling for granted
...of wasting the time
...of being without you

because I know...
...this might lead into vanity.

I want to be with you every seconds of my life.
I want to spend times passing by... hey, every second counts.
We cannot tell what future brings.

I'm afraid... your "absence" might lead into "forgotten".

To say “no” is painful,
but much better than a “yes” that brings regrets.

Every seconds of my life lies unto you.
Every air I breathe depends on you.
Every smile I make counts on you.
You are my life now.
You are my sanctuary.
I miss you so much.

I Say this to You: "Let's just take it slow"

I've been with you boy
Three months is quite a while
But getting too sensual
Is really not my style
You know I love you
And i like it just like this
Sometimes I feel like giving you
More than just a kiss

But baby it's wrong
Baby it's not my kind of game
If I give it to you now
Our love will never be the same
It won't be long
We gotta play our love just right
I know you know the time will come
But baby for tonight...

...Lets take it slow
(So slow)
Anywhere you wanna go
Baby for you
I'll lay it all on the line
You ought to know
Boy I ain't got nowhere to go
I'll give it to you
Only to you
We gotta take it real slow...

When we get together
You know I feel the fire
It burns up inside me
Oh, that natural desire
I know that you feel it too
I know you wanna flow
Keep dreaming about it
And the fire starts to grow

I know tomorrow
It would still you and me
I'm saving it all for you especially
Trust in me baby

When I say this to you:
If we wait a little longer
Our love will be forever true

Love at First Sight

A story never heard...but told and retold.
This was a cute love story I wrote when I was in high school.
A simple love story of a girl fell in love for a first time
...a love at first sight.

♠☻☻☻♠

Jess was a freshman in the high school department of a known university. She was so excited as she heard that life in high school is the best and most adventurous stage in life. She find new friends and joined in extracurricular activities which made her the cheerleader of the cheering squad in her school. One day, while practicing their cheer for the incoming inter-school league, somebody caught her attention. It was a guy sitting at the corner of the gymnasium. The guy was with his friends reading some sort of business management book. She bet he is a college student. She doesn't know what makes her feel that way, she can't help staring at him. Moments later, she found herself euphoric...painting pictures in her imagination. The only thing brought her back into reality is when she slipped and lose balance while doing some cheering stunts. Ouch! She shared this embarrassing moment to her friends. Since then, her favorite spot during breaks in on gymnasium as she learned that the guy's "tambayan" was there. She notice the guy's shirt color is either red or white whenever she see him. So she called him "Mr. Pink" (red=white) since she does not know the guy's name yet. Until one day, while waiting for the flag ceremony, Jess' friends made fun out of her. Ram, her gay friend approached the guy and asked for his name and number. He told the guy that someone's having crush on him. They learned his name as Carl. Carl was a sophomore BSIT student, five years older than Jess.

Jess' friends tease her about Carl and even make it a example in sentence construction activity during recitation in English class. Jess got mad but deep inside her being, there's an excitement and joy which she can't explain. One night, she unintentionally sent Carl a text message. She doesn't even bother to wait for his reply. But then, Carl text her back... "Hi! Do I know u?" she impulsively replied, "Elow! Got ur number from ny friend..."Then they started to know each other. That was the very first time she had her textmate. She experienced strange hapiness and even a single text message from him makes her day complete. Her friends made move for them to know each other personally. Ram approached Carl again one day and pointed to Jess. She doesn't know about this. Days and weeks past until month of Hearts came. They planned to set up Jess by giving her a flower delivery named after Carl.

(...to be continued again)haha!

Paul Coelho's Quote for the Week

Nobody loses by daring.
But may lose while waiting for the “right moment”

♥♥♥Two is Better than One (think of it) ♥♥♥

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one