Your absence is contagious...

I'm afraid...
...afraid of losing you.

...of this silence
...of this distance
...of your absence
...of missing you
...of taking this feeling for granted
...of wasting the time
...of being without you

because I know...
...this might lead into vanity.

I want to be with you every seconds of my life.
I want to spend times passing by... hey, every second counts.
We cannot tell what future brings.

I'm afraid... your "absence" might lead into "forgotten".