bEfoRE lettinG me Go...

I love you so... that's why I set you free...

I almost forgot the song... the lyrics... the meaning. I almost overlooked it. But last night, it invades the airwaves. I never thought playing it again, the track 007 in my compact disc. Everything flashed back. Is it loving when it means setting one free? I asked this a million times and yet there's no answer. It is really difficult saying "I love you" while letting one go. HOw is loving when there's no one to love? It's difficult to answer but some sides convince me that it is... to love is to set free. Letting one free, for him to be happy and I guess it's a selfless love. Indeed, a selfless love!

He did it for me. And he gave this track before letting me go.
"I must go... play the seventh track, it's for you."
So I did. I have no idea what's in theseventh track. I finally
played theseventh track and the lines invades the airwaives.

I could still remember yesterday

We were so in love in a special way

And knowing that you love me makes me

Feel oh so rightBut now I feel lost

Don't know what to doEach and everyday

I think of you

Holding back the tears

I'm trying with all my might

Refrain 1:

Because you're gonna leave me standing

All aloneAnd I know I've got to face tomorrow on my own

But baby before I let you go I want to say

I love you

I hope that you're listening coz it's true, baby

You'll be forever in my heart

And I know that no one else will do, yeah

So before I let you go I want to sayI love you...hmmm... I wish that it would be just

Like beforeI know I could have given you so

Much more

Even though you know I'd give the

New one, my love

I miss your smile;

I miss your kiss

Each and everyday I'll ever miss

Coz baby it's you that I'm always

Dreaming of

Refrain 2:

Because you're gonna leave me standing

All aloneAnd I know I've got to face tomorrow on My own

But baby before I let you go I want to say

I love you

I hope that you're listening coz it's true, baby

You'll be forever in my heart

And I know that no one else will do, yeah

So before I let you go, I want to say, yeah

Bridge:Letting you go is never easy

But I love you so

That's why I'll set you free, yeah

And I know, someday, somehow,

I'll find the way

To leave them all behind me

Give it all beneath to keep it baby

Refrain 3:

Before I let you go, I want to say

I love you

I hope that you're listening

Coz it's true, baby

You'll be forever in my heart

And I know that no one else will do, yeah

So before I let you go I want to say...

So before I let you go I want to say...I love you

I never missed a single word. He meant it. I remembered those days we're together. He used to put flowers in my bag after flag ceremonies. I first touched the guitar because of him. He made me feel special. But he thought it's not right. And so, he set me free because he loved me so.

He is now a part of my memory. And as long as theseventh track lives in me, he will never be forgotten.

He loves me so... that's why he set me free.