30-day Blog Challenge

I find it fun to take this 30-day blog challenge. I got it from one of my blogmates... I'm running out of wit to blog so I guess this is great. :D

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself Day 02- The best thing you like about your Mom. Day 03- A picture of a friend and a letter to him/her Day 04- Your life's soundtrack Day 05- 10 girls you know in real life that you find beautiful. Post a picture of each. Day 06- 5 things in your room you value the most. Day 07- Picture/s of someone who has the biggest impact on you Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad Day 11- A quote you live by. Day 12- Post a past photo. Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently Day 14- A picture of you and your family Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play. Write a little something about each of the song's significance to you. Day 16- A book you’ve read that changed your views on something. Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else? Day 23- Something you crave for a lot Day 24- A letter to your parents Day 25- What I would find in your bag Day 26- What you think about your friends Day 27- Where is somewhere you would want to visit? Day 28- Post your favorite Youtube video Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned? Day 30- a letter to yourself

Now, I'm ready for this challenge.. :D

Endurance

Hindi ako sensitibo... pero hindi ako manhid.

May mga bagay na pilit nating iniintindi kahit mahirap, kahit masakit na. Para matahimik lang, para walang problema, para mukhang walang problema. Para hindi magkasakitan ng loob. Para maging masaya. Pero sa bandang huli, mas masakit pala ang magkunwaring okay ka lang, kahit HINDI. Sana nga totoong naiintindihan ko. Sana nga totoong hindi ako nasasaktan. Sana nga totoong masaya ako.

Miserable.

Sabi ko noong una, kaya ko lahat ng pagbabago. Na dapat maging positibo lang kasi everything will be fine soon. Na lahat ng nangyayari merong magandang dahilan. But this distance and sometimes our silence kills me. And the worst, hindi ko na nararamdaman na importante ako... sa kanya. Pero kailangang intindihin, kelangang isiksik sa sarado kong isip na tama lang ang ganito. Tama lang na magsakripisyo para... para maging "ok lang" ang lahat.

Namimiss ko yung dati. :(