MAUDLIN IN SERENITY

NOel's Ode FOr Me

Magnetize all men from east to cost;

this woman now I dearly most.

Unbelievably shes so extraordinary,

when I meet her, she drive me crazy.

This girl first I saw in a cyber world;

residing smile like Mona Lisa,

conceal more than the Vinci code.

Years will gone but the memories will remain,

being with you are not comparable than anything.

All I can say is a timeless thank you

coz I found a special friend

Silence Hurts More

When to the sessions of sweet silence thought

I summon up remembrance of things past

I sigh the lack a thing I sought,

And old woes new wail my dear time's waste.

-Shakespeare

I never think that I'll come up to this stage...darkness. I used to be happy.

I'm nurtured in a complete, happy family. I really missed the time when I was in a happy family. A loving mother, supportive father and a cute sib. How I wish I could turn back the times. I agree when one said that there is no greater sorrow than to recall, in misery, the time when we were happy.

And these memories keep on crushing me a those falls on my heart.

I Wanna DAnce with my Father Again..

How I wish to steal one final chance, final dance, final step, and final walk, I will play a song that never ends...
But that's only a dream.

Dream... only dream. And it's an unreachable dream. Dream can't take back the happiness stolen from me. And it's my fault, my sole fault. Every night I fall asleep, this is all I ever dream. He's gone but still his memories will never fade. He will never be forgotten. I really love to dance with my father again.

To be in his arms again, feeling secured. Why do life's so unfair? I wish I'll be given an opportunity to make these dreams possible. A father and a happy family. A family with a father. No one can replace my father. He is unique, sacred, a definite one. Now I realize his word that someday, somehow I'll miss him and that's the way it is.