MAUDLIN IN SERENITY

Christmas Wishlist

2011-12-15T03:00:00.006+08:00

Sampung araw na lang, maligayang pasko na pala. At dahil diyan, kailangan ko nang bumuo ng Christmas wish list para kung sakaling mabasa mo ito, alam mo na kung ano ang gusto kong regala. LOL! Sige na. Pagbigyan mo na ako. Ngayon lang naman ako gagawa ng wish list sa buong buhay ko. Dati kasi wala akong pakialam kung anong iregalo sa akin, at mas gusto ko ang cash. Pero ngayon, para maiba naman, di lang cash ang wish ko, dadagdagan ko pa! Ito ang wish list ko:

GE X500

Ito na ang cheap na camera na gusto ko... ang dating Nikon DSLRs na pangarap ko, ayun pangarap pa din. Kaya eto nalang. :D

Samsung Galaxy Y

Ang android phone na gusto ko. I told you, simple lang ang gusto ko. Hindi na ako nangangarap ng Blackberry. :)

Wedges

Gusto ko ngayon. Gusto ko nang maging girly. :D

Paulo Coelho's Aleph and 2012 Planner

At dahil fan ako ni Paulo Coelho, gusto ko nito.

Umbrella

Haha! Wala kasi akong sariling payong. Eversince! I hate bringing umbrellas. Lagi ko lang naiiwanan. Pero this time, demand ko to eh. Kaya please, regaluhan niyo na ako ng payong. Yung folding at kasya sa bag ko. :D

One-inch baller with statements

Gaya gaya ako eh. Gusto ko rin nito. The more, the merrier! :D\

Acoustic Guitar

I am a trying hard musician-slash-singer-slash-musicwriter-slash-trying hard. Pagbigyan niyo na ako. Binigay ko na si Tara sa kapatid ko.

Oh ayan, binigyan ko na kayo ng hint kung ano ang gusto kong matanggap this Christmas. Sabi nga, giving is the essence of Christmas Day! LOL!

Banidoso

2011-12-15T02:36:00.003+08:00

At dahil naiiwan na ako sa ere ng blog ko, kelangan ko na at obligado akong magpost. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang ipopost ko. Wala rin akong maisip na pwedeng pag-usapan na magkakainteres ka. At lalong wala akong mai-share na problema, good news, or bad news pa man (manuod ka na lang ng balita).

Matagal ko nang balak mag-iwan ulit ng post sa blog na ito. Wala nga lang akong mapaghugutan ng mga salita at kwento. Wala kasi akong inspirasyon. Nakakapagsulat lang ako kung naiinspire ako, kung meron akong nabasang libro, napanuod na movie, nakilala, o kung broken-hearted ako o inlove na inlove. Ang problema, banidoso ako sa mga panahong ito. (Oha! Banidoso ang tagalog ng salitang "vain". Natutunan ko lang yan kanina kay Big Brother.LOL!) Ayun nga, banidoso ako ngayon. Kumbaga, sakto lang. Walang thrill. Ordinaryo lang. Parang painting na black and white kung saan dominante yung color white. Parang pizza na walang toppings.

Pero sabi ni Samantha Sotto, author ng Before Ever After, kung gusto mo talagang magsulat,hindi mo kailangang maging inspirado o broken hearted para sumulat. Kaya nga eto kahit banidoso ako, kelangan ko pa ring magsulat ng kwentong walang kwenta. Naalala ko tuloy iyong nga panahong gustong gusto ko magsulat tapos ang daming ideas ang umiikot sa ulo ko pero ni isang salita wala akong maisulat at umaabot ako ng isang oras kakaisip kung paano magsimula. Nakakabaliw at nakakainis. Ang hirap kasi sakin di ko alam ang salitang draft. Sabi nga, ang ideas parang call of nature iyan, kailangan mong itigil kung ano man ang ginagawa mo para maidocument mo yung nasa isip mo dahil pag lumipas na, di mo na maaalala. Kainis, di ba?

Ayan! Meron na ulit akong bagong post. Hindi na magtatampo si kumareng blog sa akin. :)

30-day Blog Challenge

2011-08-11T13:49:00.003+08:00

I find it fun to take this 30-day blog challenge. I got it from one of my blogmates... I'm running out of wit to blog so I guess this is great. :D

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The best thing you like about your Mom.
Day 03- A picture of a friend and a letter to him/her
Day 04- Your life's soundtrack
Day 05- 10 girls you know in real life that you find beautiful. Post a picture of each.
Day 06- 5 things in your room you value the most.
Day 07- Picture/s of someone who has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- A quote you live by.
Day 12- Post a past photo.
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play. Write a little something about each of the song's significance to you.
Day 16- A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else?
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Where is somewhere you would want to visit?
Day 28- Post your favorite Youtube video
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned?
Day 30- a letter to yourself

Now, I'm ready for this challenge.. :D

Endurance

2011-08-05T19:07:00.002+08:00

Hindi ako sensitibo... pero hindi ako manhid.

May mga bagay na pilit nating iniintindi kahit mahirap, kahit masakit na. Para matahimik lang, para walang problema, para mukhang walang problema. Para hindi magkasakitan ng loob. Para maging masaya. Pero sa bandang huli, mas masakit pala ang magkunwaring okay ka lang, kahit HINDI. Sana nga totoong naiintindihan ko. Sana nga totoong hindi ako nasasaktan. Sana nga totoong masaya ako.

Miserable.

Sabi ko noong una, kaya ko lahat ng pagbabago. Na dapat maging positibo lang kasi everything will be fine soon. Na lahat ng nangyayari merong magandang dahilan. But this distance and sometimes our silence kills me. And the worst, hindi ko na nararamdaman na importante ako... sa kanya. Pero kailangang intindihin, kelangang isiksik sa sarado kong isip na tama lang ang ganito. Tama lang na magsakripisyo para... para maging "ok lang" ang lahat.

Namimiss ko yung dati. :(

2011-06-27T22:55:00.001+08:00

Define MUTYA...

hopeless.

frigid.

damn.

imbecile.

walang kwenta.

loser.

tanga.

F**k!

Miss na kita...

2011-06-11T17:27:00.003+08:00

Namimiss na kita.

Ikaw na bestfriend ko.

Ikaw na lagi kong kausap.

Ikaw na laging nandiyan nakikinig sa mga pinagsasabi ko.

Ikaw na kahit hindi nagsasalita, napapagaan ang loob ko.

Hindi na kita nakakausap.

Hindi na kita hinahawakan.

Hindi na kita pinapakialaman.

Hindi na kita kinukwentuhan.

Sorry na.

Namimiss na kita JOURNAL ko.

EXHAUSTION

2011-05-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Pagod na pagod na ako.

Sana ako naman ang pakinggan.

Sana ako naman ang i-comfort.

Sana ako naman muna ang hihinga.

Sana ako muna.

Sana meron ding nagpapatahan sa akin sa tuwing iiyak ako.

Sana ako naman ang pagbigyan.

Sana ako naman ang maging masaya.

IT WAS DARK...

2011-05-22T22:03:00.002+08:00

DARK.

HOPELESS.

CHAOTIC.

DOWNFALL.

IT WAS A BLUR.

(missing posts like this.)

(missing doing things I can't do now.)

(missing the old me.)

(missing the little girl in me.)

(missing the simple me.)

(missing the old times with you.)

(missing a simple life.)

(missing everything.)

It was DARK.

I miss.

THE TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE

2011-04-17T22:49:00.003+08:00

Henry De Tamble is a young man with a singular disease that makes living life at all, let alone a normal one, difficult. Henry suffers from Chrono-Displacement Order, a disease that is constantly whisking him away from his life to deposit him in the past and future without a moment's notice or control. Unable to travel with money or even clothing, Henry's life is one of uncertainty and danger. But throughout his life, one thing remains constant: Clare Abshire, an heiress who has known Henry since her early childhood when his future self came to visit her: his future wife. They struggle throughout their lives to be together, to maintain a relationship when Henry has no control over his whereabouts. Claire falls in love as a young girl with an older Henry who has known her for many years, but when she meets him in her twenties, he is her age and has never met her before. She begins a relationship with a younger Henry who has yet to become the man she has fallen in love with, just as an older Henry spends his time caring for a young Claire who is alone in the cold atmosphere of her family's home, but is not the woman he leaves behind when he comes to "visit".

They cannot reveal Henry's illness for fear of his being locked up in a mental institution or taken away for study, so they tell few people. Other people weave in and out of the story: his violinist father, who has become an alcoholic recluse since his mother's death in a car accident when Henry was a young boy (a scene he revisits against his wishes). The housekeeper who helped to raise Henry when his father withdrew. Claire's bohemian friends who wonder and even disapprove of her husband who seems dark and even violent to them.

Claire and Henry go through an agonizing process trying to conceive, something Henry is hesitant about for fear of passing on his gift/curse. He goes so far as to have a vasectomy, but a past self comes along and helps Claire to conceive. A daughter is born, and the baby helps to reintegrate Henry's father into their lives. Henry meets with a doctor that he is able to convince of his disease and they go about studying it, they are never able to halt it, but they are able to identify the gene in Henry that they believe makes his time-travel possible.

A few years after the birth of his daughter, Henry's trips become more dangerous and violent, he senses a degeneration in his body from all the stress. One night he is suddenly thrust into freezing conditions, with no way to reach help. He contracts hypothermia before he travels back and he loses his feet. He and Claire both know what this means: without the ability to run; to steal clothing and money, to escape from danger, Henry will die.One night Henry travels back to Claire's childhood and sees himself die, shot by her father and brother when they are out hunting. Later he travels to the future and meets his daughter on a school field trip and realizes he has died several years ago. He stays and gets to know his daughter for a while, she too can travel but she can control it to some degree, and she has found it more a gift than a curse. Claire hurries across town to try and see him, but he disappears before they can meet.

Now knowing when he dies, and that it is soon, he gathers all his friends and family for a big party, saying goodbye without telling them, then he sits in Claire's arms and spends his last minutes with her. He disappears and then comes back seemingly moments later, fatally wounded.

Claire is despondent but she lives for the few times that Henry has traveled to the future and thus will still be in her life. He visits a couple of times, but he sees their daughter more than her. He promises her that he will come for her on the day she dies. Claire spends the rest of her life, and she has spent it thus far, waiting for Henry.

Saranghae

2011-02-04T21:58:00.004+08:00

...the only words my heart only know...=]

Friendster Comments Archives...=]

2011-01-28T23:02:00.003+08:00

Nang minsang bisitahin ko ulit ang matagal ko nang hindi nakukumustang friendster account... nabasa ko ang ilan sa mga nakakatuwang friendster testimonials. Ito ang ilan sa mga paborito ko:

mary hazelMay 06 2007, 11:23 PM
eLowww,,
hi, girlalu
hi, gurl!!!! c mitch, pasWAy YAn,, makuLit TsaKa aZtIG YN***HE,He,he, Baby taLK Yn, tskka maArte ,,(peace???) tska haleans yan,, studios msydo; dba?? bsta cool yn ksma,,cncya n yn lng ngwa q'' bsta alang limutan ha??? tnx s friendship,, he,he,he(ang weird nu??))

PrinceMay 15 2007, 05:59 AM
Mutya!!!!!!!

ang Mutya ng BLk b

classmate ko

astig yan, mabait,
matalino and maganda...

and avid fan ko!! hehehe (joke)

always take care

(AKO RIN HA!? dapat may testi!! and dapat poetic!! hehe)
God Bless

PrIncE
j E l l y NJun 20 2007, 02:25 AM
elow!!!

la lang.. napadaan land..

musta k naman??!

c u wen i c u!
HerB¢¿TAug 11 2007, 05:03 AM
HMP... COMMENTS, COMMENTS, COMMENTS....
ANO B MASASABI KO S BABAENG E2??
HMP.. MAGANDA SYA,CUTE,AT OBIUS N MABAIT SYA..
WALA LNG S MUKHA NAMAN EH..
EWAN KO LNG KUNG TAMA CALCULATION KO..
PERO S PALAGAY KO NAMAN TAMA AKO
PERO ISA LNG TLGA MASASABI KO S BABAENG E2..
MAKULIT...AHEHE
CGE HANGGANG D2 N LNG SAKA KO N LNG E22LOY ANG COMMENTS KO WALA KAC AKONG MAICP?? SENSYA NA!!
CGE INGATZ N LNG U ALWAYS & TAKE CARE..
LOVE U AS A FRIEND..
WALELE KALA MO HUH!!
AHEHE....
-=SadBert=-

gilbertAug 04 2007, 07:17 PM
mutya sanchez....
si muut's ay isng M....
Maganda
Masungit
Magaling samga fryndsat higit sa lahat
Manloloko!

knw why? nung hiskul grades kmi niloko ako nyan
she said she will give me a candy pero nag antay ako s ala ikw kng ginanun ka masa2yahn k b? xempre hindi kaya yn wag lng magtiwla ng twla khit sbihn p nting frynd natin!!!!!!!!!!!!

pero honestly mutya is very very very very
xa ay mayskit na beri beri!nyahahahahahahaha!
si mut's po tlaga ay magaling makisma but sometyms moody xa! ung lahat pong sinabi ko ay pawng kasinungalingan lang poh! kabaliktrn poh un........

this is GILBERT ALBERTO
BSCS
FR. SAN JOAQUIN PASIG CITY
TESTI KO KMAN HA
noelAug 22 2007, 09:31 PM
cenxa ka na ha... di na aq nkkreply,
ban kc ang cp q ngaun, focus kc sa revw. hehehe
i made a poem pla 4 u... yan ang testi q sau...
title tlaga dapat nyan is MUTYA kc un ang name mo and nacompose q xa gamit ung name mo, then... naging ODE FOR YOU kc..... ewan q... bigala q na lang naicp eh. hehehe
thank you tlga sa lahat, i enjoy ur company, pki kumusta n lng aq k ate jem...(hehehe, wrong speling pa) ingatz n lang po..... miz u : )

noelJan 08 2008, 09:27 PM
hi mutz.... takumuz...????
miz u a lot na....
cnxa na ha,,,
dont ask bsat sory po....
mmmmmm.....
la aq masabe....
basat nmmiz kita
un lng....hehehe
mmmm... ingat ka po lagi...
if you nid me,,,
just kol my name... and i'll be there...
god blez....

PrinceJun 22 2008, 11:22 PM
si mutz.....

one word lang ang masasabi ko diyan!!!

MURRRRAAAAAYYYY!!!!!

si mutz mabait, matalino(nag top po yan sa ranking nung second year sa internship!!) and of course maganda(hehe)

mahilig mag net.. mag net nang mag net!!!!!
hehehe...

especially FS( kaya guys, vote her for the ms Friendster 2008!!)

loyal friend to.. astig to....

BLoCK B yan eh.. bond AId pa...

hehe

cge hanggang dito na lang...

basta mabait yan si MUtz

PS: habang ginagawa ko po ito ,kausap ko po siya.. pag di daw ako gumawa ng comment... ibibitay daw niya ako!! ang bait no!! hehe

joke lang

cge mutz
MURAY
champ aaronAug 10 2008, 07:43 PM
ur my peace of mind in this crazy world,ur everything ive tried to find,ur my monalisa,ur my rainbow sky..voglio bene..
PuReAug 29 2008, 04:40 AM
hapee birthday!!!
wish u all the best mutz....
have a gud life, gud health and most of all hapee luvlyf... hehehhehe
ingatz po parati!!!mizyah!!!!!!!!!!!
karEnOct 18 2008, 02:45 AM
Bhe, grabe!!!! d take nabisto... kala q say lang na nag view saq!!!! totoo bhe, bagay kc sau gupit mo, gumanda k!!!! Oo nga.... prmz
champ aaronOct 15 2008, 08:21 PM
i need your loving hands to come and pick me up..u
rhosanOct 15 2008, 06:05 AM
garbeng pa cute sa primary picc,.. magayon kna... kaya nani na inlove aq saimoo... heheheh
• ℓαυяєи • [♥]Oct 19 2008, 03:58 AM
`hAnEf sA piCtUre..
`nAnAnApOk!!!!

hehe..yn6aT lgEh..
`pUNta ka d2..
rommelOct 31 2008, 01:52 AM
hi..mutya kamusta kana?dalaga na ang pinsan ko huh,nursing ba ang kurso mo?ayos yan para maraming nurse na sanchez si anne yan din ang gusto eh..ingat ka lagi regards nalang kay tita helen at kay joel..teka malaki naba si joel?
decy gaileFeb 04 2009, 01:28 AM
iba tlga c edward cullen, , adik, ,tingin plang ulam nah , ,wjeje
sharonMar 17 2009, 10:18 PM
whatthe.......

ang hirap hanapin ng POST A COMMENT s home page mmo LMAO...

Anyway, HAS ENDED? that's life...ito na lang isipin mo..live, laugh and di nagttpos s love lang meron ding leave LOL!!!

Seriously, there's always a rainbow after every storm...

TC and Godspeed!!!
audreyJun 04 2009, 08:57 PM
hoy mutya.. di ka namn sabog dbah? haha :D

upload un g song sa imeem.. para nmn nadownload ko.. ganda nung song..

nakakamiss n kau jan.. lam u ba yun.. hmmppss.. di nyo naman ako miss eh..

ako lng my miss sa nyo..

c jared kachat ko last monday.. haha.. pinapapunta ako sa tarlac.. bctahin ko jan xa.. hahaha.. pasaway tlga.. eh bwal mgnet and fon s knla.. eh pde nmn daw ibend ang rules..

musta sa lahat jan.. mgtxt nmn kau.. lagi n lng akong ngttxt c ariel lng ngrereply.. pag magkaksama kau.. inform nyo ako.. tatawag ako.. ganun ko na kau kamiss.. super miss..

luv yah.. regards kila mam jordan.. pati kila mam lim.. pakisabi tnx sa advices..

jopz ='Jul 26 2009, 09:12 PM
uve found ur edward cullen???
xa b c "t"?hehe

mizyah mutz..
ingatz

jopz ='Aug 15 2009, 01:35 AM
mutz kalma lng ah..
inlove k n nga, ala namang mei tutol dun e.. lol
kht san, ganun lge nbbsa q..
chilax..
nsa tbi2 lng ang schizophrenia..
luvyah.. :)

noelMay 06 2010, 05:11 AM
hi mutz....
cnxa ka na huh,,,
ngaun n lng ako nkapag prmdam.
dito p din aq sa work ko,,,
tingin k n lng mga pix q,,,
u wil see how am i doing right now...
just the same and nkkabored na..
haizzzz....
study well huh,,,,
ipasa mo ang exam...
ill pray you
BUL.|.LETJun 27 2009, 06:59 AM
hoho..

enxs
sah
coment..

oh
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nakcumint
nku..

cumint
ka
ulit
para
cucumint
ulit
aku
sau
pak
nak
cumint
ka
sakin
makcucumint
nmn
aku
sau..

oh
xia
yan
nha
cumint
kuh
weweyt
ku
ulit
cumint
muh
sakin
para
mkapak
cumint
ulit
aku
sau..
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"Böuncε"

Words of Wisdom

2010-12-18T15:33:00.001+08:00

A night with CLICK BAND

2010-12-13T00:02:00.002+08:00

Jamming with Click band last Dec. 11 at Al Fresco Bar, SMR..

Naya, on guitars

Chris, drummer

Neo, the vox..

I had so much fun with my cousins Lauren and Sheidy...

Destined Kismet

2010-11-06T00:15:00.005+08:00

Totoo ba talaga ang destiny?

Naniniwala ka ba sa destiny?

Meron ba talagang dalawang tao na nakatakda para sa isa't isa? Yung tipong kahit magunaw pa ang mundo, magkalayo man kayo ng milyon-milyong milya, ilang taong di magkita, makahanap ng iba, o kahit di mo pa siya nakikilala ngayon, against all odds, magtatagpo ulit kayo sa di inaaasahan pero nakatakdang pagkakataon.

Destiny ika nga... Oo, DESTINY...

Parang yung mga love stories sa movies na napanuod ko, mga librong nabasa ko, mga kantang narinig ko.

Maniniwala ka ba kung sasabihin ko na kung di mo pa natatagpuan ang destiny mo, kahit mamatay ka pa, matatagpuan mo rin siya sa kabilang buhay?

Naku...destiny haunts me, as always... kahit saan ako magpunta, lagi mo pinapaalala sa'ken that you do exist.

Kismet's Dance

2010-10-14T23:51:00.005+08:00

You asked me "why",

I said "I don't know".

I saw colors in your eyes that pictures out your mind.

I said, "don't go",

You said, "I'll stay."

Pride empties my soul, you take it over

The sweetness in my blood went out my lips

Fear dissolves but it persists.

Pain's already overshadowed... no teardrops.

Now I know that I need you here with me.

I know this is once in a lifetime of chance

With your arms wrapped around me

I won't slip it away because you're my dwelling

The shadows behind us become one

like endless horizon.♥♥♥

Buhay ng isang HAMAK na Nars

2010-10-14T22:16:00.006+08:00

Apat na taon...apat na taon din ang binuno ko para makatapos ng kursong Nursing. Maraming case studies at community diagnosis ang pinagpuyatan. Maraming on-call na walang cases. Maraming autoimmune diseases na ginawan ng diagram at pinulbos. In short, maraming hirap na pinagdaanan dagdag pa ang mataas na RLE fee at katakut-takot na miscellaneous. Sa kabila ng lahat, marami pa din ang naiinis sa mga estudyanteng nars na katulad ko dahil 1) puti ang kulay ng uniporme namin, 2) maaarte daw at malinis sa katawan, 3) laging naka-make-up sa duty o kahit hindi duty, 4) magaling sa english, 5) laging may hawak ng makapal na libro, 6) palaging competitive, 7) may sariling mundo, at 8) magaganda at gwapo =). Ang hindi nila alam, ganoon talaga kami. haha! Pero hindi pa dun natatapos ang kalbaryo bago ka maging isang ganap na nars. Kailangan mo munang ipasa ang exam na pinakakinatatakutan ng lahat (nursing board exam). Review palang, katakut-takot na kaechusan ang pinagdadaanan. At hindi pa din yun ang katapusan ng kalbaryo para maging isang ganap na nars. Mas mahirap ang naghihintay ng resulta. At kapag, nakasali ang pangalan mo sa listahan ng passers. Tsaraan! Hindi pa din doon nagtatapos ang hirap. Actually, simula pa lang.

Simula pa lang...

...simula pa lang ng unang yugto ng pagiging NARS.

Isa na akong ganap na rehistradong nars... legally and technically. Pero kahit ganoon, mas lalong kumapal ang ulap sa ulo ko...dumilim at lumabo. Wala akong idea kung ano ang susunod na step na gagawin ko sa aking buhay NARS. Nagsimula akong mag-apply sa iba't ibang ospital na malapit lang sa amin puro nga lang volunteer... oo! volunteer! Walang sweldo, walang allowance at kung minsan sa ibang malalaking ospital, ikaw pa ang magbabayad sa ospital sa serbisyong ginawa mo. Akala ng iba madaling maging isang nars...actually, madali nga lang. Madali kung ang puso mo talaga ay ang pagiging NARS. Merong nangantyaw sa akin isang beses. Ang laki daw ng tuition fee at gastos ng mga nag-aaral ng narsing pero pagkatapos eh magiging volunteer lang daw at kukurampot ang sweldo. Iyon ang akala nila. Hindi sa sweldo nasusukat ang kakayahan ng isang NARS. Sabi nga nila, "what is unique in the nursing profession is the service". SERVICE... as in service. Meron pang isa, wala daw kahihinatnan ang mga nars dito sa Pilipinas kaya ang iba nangingibang-bansa kasi andun ang pera. Kaya nga ngayon eh pinipilit nila akong maging volunteer for the sake of experience para itapon sa Qatar. But then, reality bites. Dagdag pa, dahil sa recession na laganap ngayon sa Amerika, ang ibang narses, pumapasok sa call centers dahil walang bakanteng ospital na pwedeng tumanggap sa kagaya namin. Meron akong kakilala, pagkatapos niyang maging RN, nagtrabaho siya sa call center for two years, pero kahit meron siyang well-paying job, ginive-up niya ito para mag-volunteer sa isang primary hospital. Narealize kasi niya na hindi siya nag-aral ng nursing para pumasok sa call center. Kung tutuusin, magaling ang ginawa niya at wala siyang pagsisisi. Bilib ako sa kanya.

Sa ngayon, pagvovolunteer muna ang pagkaka-abalahan ko sabay sa mga trainings na kailangan pang gawin bago ka makapasok ng tuluyan sa isang maayos na ospital. Alam ko, mahirap sa umpisa pero kung meron kang tiyaga at nasa puso mo talaga ang pagiging NARS, higit pa sa dolyar ang araw-araw na nakikita mong dahil sa akin, nakatulong ako at nakadugtong ng buhay ng tao.=)

Gusto kong maging...

2010-09-28T11:42:00.006+08:00

Maliit pa lang ako, kahit noong lumaki na, hindi ko na mabilang kung ilang beses akong tinanong ng kung sino, kilala ko man o hindi, kung ano ang gusto kong maging paglaki ko.

Nursery...ang gusto ko lang kumain, maglaro, matulog, mag-ingay, makipag-away, humingi ng baon at maglaro ng texts at pogs.

Kinder... gusto kong maging teacher kasi si Mama teacher. Syempre, ang mga bata gaya-gaya. Wala akong maisip na iba kaya yun ang lagi kong sagot.

Elementary...gusto ko pa rin maging teacher. Wala pa kasing carreer guidance office noon na magbibigay sa'yo ng choice kung anong gusto mong maging paglaki mo. Kaya pag pinapagawa kami noon ng theme writing o kahit ano pa mang essay tungkol sa pangarap ko sa buhay, yun at yun pa rin ang sagot ko... nakakasawa.

1st year High School... sa Baste. Wala pa rin akong maisip na pangarap. Teacher pa rin... TEACHER! Eh sa yun lang ang alam ko eh.

2nd year HS...sa PSAT. Ayun... dito ako nabigyan ng liwanag. Sa paulit-ulit ba naman na "pagiging teacher" ang sagot ko, nagsawa na rin ako. Para maiba, gusto ko nang maging CPA. Wow! Sosyal... Certified Public Accountant. Bigatin sabi ng iba. Pero ayun ang biglang naging hilig ko. Mag-compute ng mag-compute ng mag-compute.

3rd year HS... CPA pa din. Math ang hilig ko eh... Pero biglang humirit ang wish kong maging Engineer. At nagkaroon na nga ng riot ang hilig ko at gusto ko.

4th year high school...WALA! as in totally wala. Hindi ko na alam kung ano ang gusto ko... Kung kelan one step away na lang ako sa pangarap ko, saka pa nabokya ang isip ko... kaya pagdating ng entrance examinations period, tatlong course ang pinili ko, Education, Engineering tapos Nursing... iniisip mo siguro kung bakit hindi ko kinuha ang Accountancy, maging ako hindi ko din alam kung bakit. Pero sa di malamang pagkakataon, kung ano pa ang hindi ko sinasambit kahit noong unang panahon pa, iyon pa ang pinili ko...NURSING.

Pasalamat na lang siguro ako sa nag-imbento ng "mini mini my nimo" kasi kung di dahil sa kanya, hindi ako magiging nurse...*clap clap* =)

Pero kahit meron na akong natupad na hindi ko naging pangarap, meron pa din akong mga pangarap na hanggang ngayon ay gusto ko pa ring matupad kahit in a minor minor way.

DJ...simula nang mahilig ako sa musika, isa sa gusto kong maging ay ang pagiging DJ, buti na lang nabigyan ako ng pagkakataon sa RADIO IGNACIO...salamat mga kabarkada sa konting panahon na nagtiyaga kayo sa boses, advices at love quotes at love songs na na-share ko. Salamat!

DRUMMER/MEMBER OF A BAND... hindi ko pa to nata-try. Pero kahit ganun, natuto na rin akong tumugtog ng drums at gitara... sintunado nga lang.

COMPOSER...nakakatawa pero in a little way...sa abot ng aking nakaya at makakaya, nakabuo ako ng isang kantang punong puno ng inspirasyon... ako nga lang ang tumatangkilik, ako lang ang naglapat ng musika at ako rin lang ang kumanta. Pero at least, kahit once in my life, natupad ko ang pangarap na to...

AUTHOR NG LIBRO... trying hard ako... oo, inaamin ko! Pero sabi nga nila, libre ang mangarap. Gusto kong magsulat at kahit walang mambabasa, at least makakabuo ako ng isang libro... librong kahit kelan hindi na ata mapapublish.=(

Actually, marami pa kong pangarap... isusunod ko na lang. kapag marunong na ulit akong mangarap.=)

By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept

2010-09-17T21:18:00.004+08:00

One doesn’t love in order to do what is good or to help or to protect someone. If we act that way, we are perceiving the other as a simple object, and we seeing ourselves as wise and generous persons. This has nothing to do with love. To love is to be in communion with the other and to discover in that other the spark of God.
You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.

Every day, God gives us the sun – and also one moment in which we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Every day, we try to pretend that we haven’t perceived the moment, that it doesn’t exist – that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention in their everyday lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front-door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seems the same to us. But that moment exists – a moment when all the power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to perform miracles.
Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment help us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments – but all of this is transitory it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.
I could have. What does this phrase mean? At any given moment in our lives, there are certain things that could have happened but didn’t. The magic moments go unrecognized, and then suddenly, the hand of destiny changes everything.

But love is much like a dam: if you allow a tiny crack to form through which only a trickle of water can pass, that trickle will quickly bring down the whole structure, and soon no one will be able to control the force of the current.

Love is a trap. When it appears, we see only its light, not its shadows.
I’m going to fight for your love. There are some things in life that are worth fighting for to the end. You are worth it.
credits: “By the river Piedra I sat down and wept”

Quota ng Pag-ibig ♥♥♥

2010-09-15T14:48:00.005+08:00

May quota ang pag-ibig. Sa bawat limang umiibig, isa lang ang magiging maligaya. Ang iba, iibig sa di nila iniibig. O iibig nang di natututo. O iibig sa wala. O di iibig kailanman.

Ang iba'y iibig sa maling panahon, umibig noong 1980s, nakipagmartsa sa mga aktibista, pero ang taong nakatakda para sa kanya ay nabuhay noon pang 1930s, isang rebeldeng laban sa mga Amerikano, matagal nang namatay. Kaya she keeps falling in love sa mga lalaking mas matatanda, hinahanap sakanila ang di mahanap na wala, hindi makapagtagpo ang kahapon at ang kasalukuyan.

May mga pusong pinaglalaruan. Nasa parehong building ng call center but they will never realize that they are on the same floor. Maski parang laging may strange force na humihila sa kanila para tumingin sa kabila ng building. Kailanman ay di sila magtatagpo. Tanungin man siya ng boyfriend niya kung ano iyong lagi niyang tinitingnan sa kabila ay di niya masasagot. At kailanma'y di niya malalaman dahil eventually ang lalaki ay lilipat sa ibang lugar, at siya, hanggang sa mamatay, di niya malalaman kung sino nga ba iyong nasa kabila.

Merong pinalad na nagkakilala, nagkaibigan at nagsama. Pero sa di malamang dahilan ay iniwan ng babae ang lalaki. Mabubuhay ang lalaki sa walang hanggang paghahanap. Mari-realize niya na ang pag-ibig ay laging paghahanap. Pero hindi niya kailanman mahahanap ang babae dahil ang totoong hindi niya mahanap ay ang kanyang sarili.

Merong away ng away kapag magkasama pero hindi naman makaya ang magkahiwalay. Merong nagmamahal lamang kapag nananakit. Merong relihiyon ang humaharang, o katayuan sa buhay, o mga magulang. Merong sila mismo ang gumagawa ng harang.

Merong umiibig na habang nagtatagal ay lalong nawawalan ng IQ. Meron pag umiibig ay napupundi ang 4 out of 5 senses, touch na lang ang natitira. Merong ang tingin sa pag-ibig ay tali. Merong di makahakbang dahil sa pag-ibig at meron namang nakakalipad. Merong ang tingin sa pag-ibig ay hapunang walang sawsawan. Merong pag umibig ay nahaharap sa salamin, sarili ang sinasamba. Merong ang tingin sa pag-ibig ay parusa.

Ang iba'y iibig sa hayop, dahil noong unang panahon ay hayop sila. Ang iba'y iibig sa mga bahay, kinikilig kapag hinahaplos ang barandilya, pinagnanasaan ang mga sahig. Patuloy silang mananakit sa mga babaing umiibig s akanila dahil hindi nila kailanman malalaman na ang puso nila ay gawa sa kahoy.

Pero merong isa sa lima, harangan man ng kulog, ng mga ganid, ng lindol, ng teknolohiya, mahahanap niya ang kanyang mahal. Siya lang ang magiging maligaya.

mula sa aklat ni Ricky Lee (Para kay B)

That's all I ask of you...

2010-08-10T10:23:00.002+08:00

RAOUL
No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
my words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...

CHRISTINE
Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you

RAOUL
Let me be your shelter
let me be your light
You're safe, No one will find you
your fears are far behind you...

CHRISTINE
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night
and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me...

RAOUL
Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime
let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you...
anywhere you go, let me go too
Christine, that's all I ask of you...

CHRISTINE
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...

(right) BOTH:
Share each day with me,
each night, each morning...
(right)
CHRISTINE
Say you love me...

RAOUL
You know I do...

BOTH
Love me - that's all I ask of you
Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me - that's all I ask of you...

It's When I Look at You

2010-06-23T19:28:00.003+08:00

Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul.
A beautiful melody,
When the night's are long.
Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.

And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I look at you.

When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong.
and I know im not alone.

Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.

You, appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colors,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful!

When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I, I, I look at you.
I look at you, Yeah, Woah.

You, appear just like a dream to me.

Regrets...kill! (Pagmumuni-muni)

2010-06-16T17:33:00.007+08:00

Madalas marami tayong mga bagay na pinagsisisihan. Yung mga bagay na sana nagawa mo na dati pero ngayon mo lang naisipang huli na. Kung kelan hindi mo na kayang gawin kasi wala ka ng karapatang gawin. Mahirap nga kapag nagsisi ka na, pero pero gusto mo pa ring gawin kahit di na pwede. Naku! Magulo! Sabagay, magulo nga din naman ang buhay. Kung minsan pabor sa'yo ang mga nangyayari, kung minsan naman pinagkakaitan ka na ng tadhana. Pero kahit ganoon, masasabi ko rin na maswerte ako kasi isa ako sa mga taong umaasa na bumait pa ang tadhana. =)

Bakit nga ba minsan pabalik ang pag-iisip natin? Yung tipong nabubuhay tayo sa anino ng nakaraan...nakabaon, nakakulong at nakabitin. pwede namang kumawala at lumipad patungong hinaharap. Kelan lang, nabulabog ako ng isang reyalisasyon. Marami pala akong sinayang na pagkakataon. May mga bagay na kasing dati ay abot kamay ko lang pero di ko sinalo tapos ngayon, hinahanap hanap ko na. Sana pala mas masaya ako ngayon. Pero sabi nga ng isa sa paborito kong awtor, ang tao kapag nahanap na ang kapalaran at kasiyahan, mawawalan na rin ng saysay ang buhay. =) Kaya, hangga't meron pang panahon, maikli man o mahaba pa, kailangang maging positibo. Kailangang merong bisyon at misyon para maging makahulugan ang buhay.. =)

It's when you find yourself...→→

2010-06-13T17:08:00.001+08:00

When you find yourself in some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly you're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself...

When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settling down
The things that would have been lost on you are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself, yeah, that's when you find yourself.

Where you go through life so sure of where you're heading
And you wind up lost and it's the best thing that could have happened
'Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself. yeah, that's when you find yourself.

When you meet the one that you've been waiting for
And she's everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for someone else
And then you find yourself, that's when you find yourself.

We go through life so sure of where we're heading
And then we wind up lost and it's the best thing that could have happened
Sometimes when you lose your way it's just as well
Because you find yourself, yeah, that's when you find yourself...

Deja vu...

2010-06-13T16:40:00.003+08:00

♥♥♥

In serenity... I repose.

...and says,

Everytime I gaze through the sky and found a star,
I'm wishing you are seeing the same star
and realize what I wanted you to know.

♥♥♥

My Own eyeview (loving photography)

2010-03-23T16:04:00.002+08:00

Be Like a River

2010-03-10T19:05:00.004+08:00

“To be like a river that flows
silent through the night,
not fearing the darkness and
reflecting any stars high in the sky.

And if the sky is filled with clouds,
the clouds are water like the river, so
without remorse reflect them too”

“A river never passes the same place twice,” says a philosopher. “Life is like a river,” says another philosopher, and we draw the conclusion that this is the metaphor that comes closest to the meaning of life. Consequently, it is always good to remember during all the year to come:

We are always doing things for the first time. While we move between our source (birth) to our destination (death), the landscape will always be new. We should face these novelties with joy, not with fear – because it is useless to fear what cannot be avoided. A river never stops running.

In a valley we walk slower. When everything around us becomes easier, the waters grow calm, we become more open, fuller and more generous.

Our banks are always fertile. Vegetation only grows where there is water. Whoever comes into contact with us needs to understand that we are there to give the thirsty something to drink.

Stones should be avoided. It is obvious that water is stronger than granite, but it takes time for this to happen. It is no good letting yourself be overcome by stronger obstacles, or trying to fight against them – that is a useless waste of energy. It is best to understand where the way out is, and then move forward.

Hollows call for patience. All of a sudden the river enters a sort of hole and stops running as joyfully as before. At such moments the only way out is to count on the help of time. When the right moment comes the hollow fills up and the water can flow ahead. In the place of the ugly, lifeless hole there now stands a lake that others can contemplate with joy.

We are one. We were born in a place that was meant for us, which will always keep us supplied with enough water so that when confronted with obstacles or depression we have the necessary patience or strength to move forward. We begin our course in a soft and fragile manner, where even a simple leaf can stop us. Nevertheless, as we respect the mystery of the source that gave us life, and trust in His eternal wisdom, little by little we gain all that we need to pursue our path.

Although we are one, soon we shall be many. As we travel on, the waters of other springs come closer, because that is the best path to follow. Then we are no longer just one, but many – and there comes a moment when we feel lost. However, as the Bible says, “all rivers flow to the sea.” It is impossible to remain in our solitude, no matter how romantic that may seem. When we accept the inevitable encounter with other springs, we eventually understand that this makes us much stronger, we get around obstacles or fill in the hollows in far less time and with greater ease.

We are a means of transportation. Of leaves, boats, ideas. May our waters always be generous, may be always be able to carry ahead everything or everyone that needs our help.

We are a source of inspiration. And so, let us leave the final words to the Brazilian poet, Manuel Bandeira:

“To be like a river that flows
silent through the night,
not fearing the darkness and
reflecting any stars high in the sky.

And if the sky is filled with clouds,
the clouds are water like the river, so
without remorse reflect them too”

Whispers of the Beloved

2010-03-10T18:58:00.001+08:00

I cannot sleep in your prescence.
In your absence, tears prevent me.
You watch me My Beloved
On each sleepless night and
Only You see the difference

Looking at my life
I see that only Love
Has been my soul’s companion
From deep inside
My soul cries out:
Do not wait, surrender
For the sake of Love.

If you can’t smell the fragrance
Don’t come into the garden of Love.
If you’re unwilling to undress
Don’t enter into the stream of Truth.
Stay where you are.
Don’t come our way.

All year round the lover is mad,
Unkempt, lovesick and in disgrace.
Without love there is nothing but grief.
In love… what else matters?

Love is our Mother and
The way of our Prophet.
Yet it is in our nature
To fight with Love.
We can’t see you, mother,
Hidden behind dark veils
Woven by ourselves.

Do you want to enter paradise?
To walk the path of Truth
You need the grace of God.
We all face death in the end.
But on the way, be careful
Never to hurt a human heart!

Do you know what the music is saying?
“Come follow me and you will find the way.
Your mistakes can also lead you to the Truth.
When you ask, the answer will be given.”

The Master who’s full of sweetness
Is so drunk with love, he’s oblivious.
“Will you give me
some of your sweetness?”
“I have none,” he says,
unaware of his richness.

You know what love is?
It is all kindness, generosity.
Disharmony prevails when
You confuse lust with love, while
The distance between the two
Is endless.

This Love is a King
But his banner is hidden.
The Koran speaks the Truth
But its miracle is concealed.
Love has pierced with its arrow
The heart of every lover.
Blood flows but the wound is invisible.

excerpt from Paulo Coelho

Purple Valentin's cum Send Off Party

2010-02-28T13:09:00.002+08:00

Symposium on Health Assessment

2010-02-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

From Kismet to REality

2010-02-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

The vid I did.

It started with a sympo...

2010-02-20T16:25:00.003+08:00

Ilang araw din kaming naistress sa preparation para sa symposium-- napuyat, nabaliw, nainis, nawalang ng gana, nagtampo, naubusan ng pasensya--pero nawala lahat na iyon pagkatapos ng symposium. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam kapag nakita mong marami ang na-impress. Marami ang namangha--although marami ding nag-backstab.

Gayunpaman, sulit ang lahat. This was the happiest moment I had this year. Ang reunion, I mean, reconciliation ng "6 recycled minds". Hindi ko inakala na ang symposium na ito ang makakapagbuo ulit samin.

Tumaba din ang puso ko nang marami ang nakaapreciate ng vid na ginawa ko. Nakakatouch. I was inspired doing the vid...and I'm thankful it ws a success. Everybody ws moved. Eh sino nga ba naman ang hindi makakamiss nung mga moments na yun.

Ah bazta...ang saya... =)

I Miss you... Really

2010-01-04T00:30:00.004+08:00

Distance never became a hindrance to make my heart YOURS.
Your absence is not an excuse to KEEP our hearts close.
Your memories linger every time I BREATHE.
Network is not the only thing to keep it GOES... it's LOVE.

Thoughts of losing you distracts my nerve.
Will you STAY?

I'm really missing you Toinkz.

MOA ulet kami...

2010-01-03T00:18:00.005+08:00

Yez!! bumili ng fone sa NOkia..harhar..=)

top vieW ng Roxas Blvd.

ganDa ng manila..ewww...hehe

with brother Joel...

Nasa kamay ko ang mundo..=)

with cousin Ren-Ren

habang nanunuod ng nag-ice skate..=)

pagkatapos bumili sa blue magic..=)

Mga mukang piso tong mga toh...

piz awt!! dun lang kami labas ng Padi's... =)

Oo nah.. MOA nga..

Joel, Ako, Ren, Clarisse

Sa Wishing Fountain..

pose lang..la lang...=)

Gutom na ako... Tagal mag-serve eh...=)

The Longest Story We Ever Had

2010-01-01T17:28:00.002+08:00

Far past these roads
There is a place
Where all our precious dreams remain
Someday i know
I'll find a way
To keep myself from holding on

Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air
I want to be somewhere i can see the roads
A place where everytime you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again

Inside this room
Time will stand still as long as
We're not aware of change
The world outside
Leaves me behind by myself
There's no mercy for those who hold on

Stay awake with the sound of my voice
I'm restless from the silence in the air
I want to be somewhere i can see the roads
A place where everytime you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again

I Wish You Knew this Song was about YOU...

2010-01-01T16:48:00.004+08:00

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

This bedroom light distracts my stare
I find it hard to keep still
Everything is so still, like this
I wont have to wait for long before I start to see
that your the only thing that was

Will you STAY,keep this evening calm
Ill shield you from this night
Ill make everything alright

Will you make sure the door is locked
We wont have to talk, as long as you are here with me again

Welcome 2010!!!

2010-01-01T16:04:00.005+08:00

I miss you Toinkz!! Happy New Year... mwuah!! =) ♥♥♥

dami pagkain!!

VEgetable salad...

fruits...fruits..fruits...

yummy porkchop!!

barbie-Q...

pansit...

with iah...

tatangkad din ako!! woooh!!

haha... ang ingay kasi ng paputok..

new year!!! new year!! new year!!

piz awt!! happy new year everyone!!

kanta to the max!! namaos nga ako eh..=)

Pinkies.. ako, anne and ate aina..

with Amber... ang batang biritera pero wala sa tono...
mang-aagaw pa ng mic..haha

with cousins.. amber, ako, iah and clarisse...

Bus Trip...=)

2010-01-01T15:10:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year nga pala sa lahat. Bago ako mag-post ng mga bagong post for this year, kwento ko muna iyong mga di ko pa natatapos na kwento.

I just can't help to share this one. Habang papunta kami ng palengke ng Salinas, super traffic na naman. At dahil sa traffic na iyon, nabagot, nainis at nagkwentuhan ang mga sakay ng bus. And the most funny part is... ganito kasi 'yon:

Merong isang bakla na nagtatanong sa katabi niya kung saan ang Pandawan. Eksakto taga-dun iyong napagtanungan niya at tinuruan siya papunta dun. Ayos na sana... maya maya, napansin ko na nagkekwentuhan na sila at super lakas lakas pa ng boses. Nakakarindi nga eh... hanggang sa nagkwento na yung bakla tungkol sa buhay niya... kung anong gagawin niya s Pandawan, kesyo kukunin daw niya yung pamangkin niya kasi pag-aaralin daw nila kasi nakakaawa naman daw, kesyo, yung mommy niya daw eh galing sa Amerika, yung ate niya nasa ibang bansa din na nakaasawa ng mayaman na nagtatrabaho sa ABS-CBN,at kesyo teacher daw siya.

Hanggang... napunta ang usapan sa mga teenagers na nagsisimbang-gabi este nagsisimbang-tabi pala.

Nagkwento siya na pag nalabas daw siya ng simbahan pagkatapos ng simbang-gabi, marami daw siyang nakikita sa mga tabi-tabi na nagdedate. At syempre, di nakatiis iyong katabi ko sa upuan. Nakihalo na din dun sa mga nagkekwentuhan. At nakwento niya din na lagi niya daw pinagsasabihan yung mga anak niya, nakwento din niya yung mga panahong tumatakas pa daw siya sa nanay niya nung araw at dumadaan pa sa bintana para hindi mahalata, nakwento din niya kung pano niya pinapagalitan yung anak niya. Hay naku! Kung pwede nga lang lakarin na lang ang palengke eh ginawa ko na sa sobrang rindi sa mga taong to...haha! Ayun... nang makaurong-urong yung bus. Bumaba na lang kami... grabe kasi talaga ang hangin pa nung bakla. =) =)

Second bus trip
Destination: SM Bacoor

Ayun... nung hapon na, nagpunta kami ni Ren-Ren ng SM para bumili ng libro (yung 1984 ni toinkz). At habang nasa bus kami, may experience na naman akong parang ewan...haha. Andun kasi azko nakaupo sa unahan sa left side tapoz may isang pamilya na nakaupo sa tapat ko. Isang nanay na may kargang maliit na bata tapos sa tabi niya tatlo pang maliliit na batang mga nasa edad 7, 6, at 5. Nakakaawa kasi yung nanay saka yung mga anak niya kaya ayun kung anu-anong pumapasok sa isip ko. Gumawa na ako ng sarili kong kwento tungkol sa kanila. AT ganito iyon:

(1) Siguro, lumayas yung nanay na ito sa kanila kasi nag-away sila nung asawa niya at dinala niya yung anak nila (mukha kasing ganun eh--peace)
(2) Siguro, pupunta siya sa mga magulang niya para dun mag-celebrate new year.
(3) O kaya naman, baka galing sila sa isang lugar at namasko at ngayon, pauwi sila sa kanila.
(4) Maya maya, sumakit yung tiyan nung batang babae, sa loob ko baka may sakit yung bata sa pag-ihi, o baka nagugutom lang, o baka nasobrahan ng kain at nag-dadiarrhea =)
(5) Feeling ko talaga lumayas sila eh o kaya naman wala talaga silang pupuntahan.. haha.. .ewan! naloka nga ako dun eh.

At pagkatapos nun, lumipat na sila dun sa likod. hehe

Ayun, na-share ko na lahat... Grabe... Ibang klase talagang Bus trip toh.=)

Watta Day... =!

2009-12-30T23:50:00.003+08:00

This must be a tiring day.

Super late na ako nagising kanina, mga alas dose na ng tanghali. Late na din kasi ako natulog kagabi (3am na). Insomniac eh. Ayun pagkagising na pagkagising, PC kaagad ang tinutukan kumain at nagpunta ng Sm. Actually, introduction lang ito, ang gusto kong i-blog ay yung nangyari kanina sa SM. Ayun nga, ang daming tao. Di mu talaga aakalain na naghihirap ang mga tao sa Pilipinas. Madami pa ring hindi makatiis mag-shopping. Akalain mo ba namang mahigit isang oras kaming pumila sa cashier. Super dami talagang tao. May nagbabanggaan na nga't lahat. Parang palengke sa sobrang kasikipan. Eh panu nga ba naman... huling araw na lang nga paghahanda para sa media noche.

Eto.. mag-aalauna na naman ng umaga. Di pa din ako dinadalaw ng antok kaya naisipan kong mag-blog... Haaaayy... paputol-putol pa connection ng net dito. Kainis.

Christmas Escapade

2009-12-26T13:33:00.006+08:00

Christmas is Christmas... =)

errrr!!

pati fitting room natripan..haha

with my cousin and inaanak Zaila...

with my cousin Zaira

maH bRo.. Joel..

piz awt.. lAv Capz.. =)

harhar,, dine muna..
aww... eleven daw... yUmmY..

with my cousin ren-ren...

family pix ba toh??hehe. . (ren, zaira, tito zaldy, joel, zaila and me...)

Sanchez bulilits..
(iah, clarisse, allaissa, zaila and angelo)

Tita Nene in her daring pose =)

ako, tita nene, joel and iah...

with iah...=)

Christmas means Reunited

2009-12-25T14:46:00.007+08:00

Dahil bakasyon at pasko,
nagplano kaming mag-reunion with my highschool friends...

Hayyy... kakapagod nung day na toh... 10pm na ko nakauwi... pero at least, I've enjoyed the trip.. Salamat to Analou, Hazel and Nephoj... Sana maulit ulit...=)

Here are the pictures:

with Jophen..

si Edward ko!!waah!!

Oh my Edward=)
yEh!! Ne-Yo Live in Manila sa Jan. 9.. Sayang di ako makakapunta..huhuh
sa grill house... adik eh... natapos na ung band..
pormal daw... pacute eh...

seaside... tambay to the max...

pumipila ako eh..

laki nung xmas tree..=)

fully booked... waahh... im a bookworm.

tagal kasi nila bcel kaya eto... napixur'pixur..

piz-awt.. Meli klismas..

harhar.. mga uranggutan..

nephoj?? ok ka lng?

shining... shimmering... splendid..

MOA.. the globe=)

Christmas in Our Hearts

2009-12-25T13:13:00.003+08:00

With my cousin and inaanak Zaila...=)

Masaya...
Nakakamiss...
It's nice to be back to my hometown.

"Oy, ang laki mo na huh!" Aba! Si mutya pala to... dalaga na eh oh!" "Oh meh taga-Bicol pala dito... ang laki na eh."

Nakakarindi minsan... pero masarap sa pakiramdam. Parang kelan lang kasi nung huli kaming nakapag-Christmas dito. Nakakahiya nga minsan gumala kasi bawat makakasalubong ko eh namamangha. Haha! Ganun ba talaga yun?. Ayun, aabsent pa ko sa review namin para lang makapag-spend ng Christmas dito sa Ligtong. Haaayy...

Dati-rati, tuwing pasko, hindi mawawala ang bumisita sa mga ninong at ninang ko at humingi ng pamasko. Well... ayun, ngayon ni hindi ko na magawang mamasko (dalaga na eh) haha!

Anu ba yan.. Merry Christmas nalang sa lahat...

Ren, me, Zaila and Tita Nene

The Story of the Pencil

2009-12-20T17:59:00.002+08:00

source: “Like the Flowing River” by Paulo Coelho

A boy was watching his grandmother write a letter. At one point he asked:

‘Are you writing a story about what we’ve done? Is it a story about me?’
His grandmother stopped writing her letter and said to her grandson:
I am writing about you, actually, but more important than the words is the pencil I’m using. I hope you will be like this pencil when you grow up.’

Intrigued, the boy looked at the pencil. It didn’t seem very special.
‘But it’s just like any other pencil I’ve ever seen!’

‘That depends on how you look at things. It has five qualities which, if you manage to hang on them, will make you a person who is always at peace with the world.’

‘First quality: you are capable of great things, but you must never forget that there is a hand guiding your steps. We call that hand God, and He always guides us according to His will.’
‘Second quality: now and then, I have to stop writing and use a sharpener. That makes the pencil suffer a little, but afterwards, he’s much sharper. So you, too, must learn to bear certain pains and sorrows, because they will make you a better person.
‘Third quality: the pencil always allows us to use an eraser to rub out any mistakes. This means that correcting something we did is not necessarily a bad thing; it helps to keep us on the road to justice.’
‘Fourth quality: what really matters in a pencil is not its wooden exterior, but the graphite inside. So always pay attention to what is happening inside you.’
‘Finally, the pencil’s fifth quality: it always leaves a mark. in just the same way, you should know that everything you do in life will leave a mark, so try to be conscious of that in your every action’

Sa Gitna ng Kabagutan =)

2009-12-11T18:51:00.009+08:00

Nasulat ko ito sa isang pahina sa likod ng aking binder
1:39 PM, Room N4
sa College of Health Science Building kanina.

Time namin ngayon kay Maam Lopez. Late ako ng 20 minutes sa klase niya...nakatulog kasi ako. Pero ngayon, ang bigat ng ulo ko...parang gusto ko nang ihimlay ang antok kong kamalayan. Pero no choice ako...baka kasi pagalitan ako ni Maam. Haaaayyy... holy hour pa naman ngayon...nakakaantok talga. Leadership and Management ang topic namin ngayon...nagbibigay siya ng definition ng management. Nakakainis! Hindi kasi maka-absorb ang utak ko...parang natutulog na mantika. Pero sa kabila ng kaantukan, naaaliw ako sa mga classmates ko. Tamang-tama lang ang upuan ko...sa likod kung saan namamasdan ko silang lahat. Nakakatuwa...iba-iba na kasi mga hitsura nila. Merong nakayuko lang, may nagpapaikot-ikot ng bolpen, may nakadekwatro, may nakahawak sa baba, meron namang kunyari may binabasa pero pasimpleng natutulog, merong kunyaring nagsusulat ng notes pero dinodrowing pala si maam, meron namang tutok na tutok sa pakikinig pero wala namang naiintindihan, merong nagsusulat-sulatan para hindi halatang nagkekwentuhan, may nagkukrusada sa pagbibilang ng "and so on", may pasimpleng lumalabas para mag-CR iyon pala magpapahangin lang kaya'y nag-iisnak na, may naglilista ng "embaryoment", "okserb", "ogey", at iba pa, may pasimpleng lumalabas para bumili ng "mani" hindi para pamatid-gutom kundi para pamatid-antok at ang nakakatawa sa lahat ay iyong mga nasa unahang pilit na tinutukuran ang kanilang mga eyelids para hindi sumara. Iyan ang senaryo ng buong klase tuwing ganitong oras dagdag pa nga rito ang pabalik-balik na pagtingin ng ilan sa kanilang relo na gusto nang hilahin ang oras, pati na rin ang ilang nagmamaktol tuwing nag-oovertime si Maam. Haaay! Kulturang estudyante nga naman. Araw-araw, lagi-lagi ganun ang sitwasyon...nakakasawa pero nakakatuwa. Ayan, naubusan na ng tinta ang bolpen ko, hindi dahil masipag akong magsulat ng lecture notes kundi dahil sa pagsulat ng mga bagay na walang saysay=).#

Kariton Klasrum of Dynamic Teen Company (Cavite City)

2009-11-30T16:55:00.000+08:00

Kariton ni Kuya Ef

2009-11-30T16:17:00.006+08:00

Hindi lamang sa loob ng paaralan makukuha ang edukasyong inaasam-asam ng karamihan. At lalong hindi naging hadlang ang kahirapan upang makamit ang inaasam-asam mong pangarap.

Kariton...
...sinong mag-aakala na sa bawat pag-usad ng kariton ay may matutupad na mumunting mga pangarap.

Nakakataba ng puso na nagmula sa sarili kong bayan (Cavite City) at produkto ng luma kong paaralan (San Sebastian College-Recoletos) ang kasulukuyang tinanghal na CNN Hero of the Year. Si Efren Peñaflorida o mas kilala sa tawag na Kuya Ef.

Sa bawat pagsubok ng buhay, ikinintal ni Kuya Ef sa ating mga puso at isipan na hindi sagabal ang kahirapan upang makamit ang edukasyon. Naging produkto ng diskriminasyon at pangungutya, hindi siya nawalan ng pag-asa upang makamit ang kanyang pangarap. At sa kabila ng pagsubok na ito, nabuo sa kanyang damdamin ang nahimbing na ambisyong tumulong sa mga kagaya niya. Inilunsad niya ang Dynamic Teen Company (DTC) na naglalayong tumulong sa mga kabataang hindi nabigyan ng oportunidad na makatungtong ng paaralan sa pamamagitan ng kariton at pagtuturo sa kalye. At sa bawat pag-usad ng kariton ni Kuya Ef, maraming kabataan ang natutulungan. Katangi-tangi ka Kuya Ef. Pinatunayan mo na determinasyon, tatag ng loob at tuwid na prinsipyo ang solusyon.

Tunay ngang nararapt kang tanghalin na isa ng bagong BAYANI.

Precious that is Priceless

2009-11-21T17:50:00.012+08:00

"There are things they don't know that we know because they are all after money."
---Tanna Man

Karangyaan...pera... yaman. Hindi maikakaila na umiikot ang mundo ng karmihan sa pera. Pera na nga ang nagpapatakbo ng buhay natin. Pera na nga. Kagaya ng pagsakay sa taxi, madali at kumbinyente kang makakarating sa patutunguhan mo, pero may kapalit na pera. Sa pagkain, pera narin ang solusyon para matugunan ang pagkalam ng sikmura. Ano kaya ang magiging hitsura ng mundo kung walang pera? Naalala ko sa isang programa ng Nat Geo Channel, may nagtanong sa isang native people tungkol sa pananaw nila sa same sex marriage. Sabi ng mga native, ang lalaki kung magpapakasal sa isa pang lalaki, eh hindi magkakaanak, ikinakasal ang isang lalaki at ang isang babae para magkaanak. Natawa ako sa sinagot nung nagtanong, sabi niya, "We are living individually. We are individualized people and we already have big population that is why we no longer need children. We are more into money." Bigla akong natauhan, pera na nga lang ba talaga ang mahalaga? Nakakapanlumo, pero iyon ang totoo. Mahirap mang aminin, pero iyon ang reyalidad. Naiisip ko kung paano ako mabubuhay kung walang pera, siguro walang pagkain, walang bahay, walang kuryente, walang pang-computer, walang pamasahe sa bus, walang pang-snack, walang pang-tuition, walang pang-date, walang pambili ng damit, wala na lahat... kasi lahat ng bagay sa mundo may katumbas na pera. Biglang sumagi sa isip ko, paano ba nabuhay ang tao bago pa nadiskubre ang pera? Nagkaroon tuloy ako ng migraine sa kaiisip.

Habang naghahanap ako ng programang pwedeng panuorin, nabaling ang atensyon ko sa Nat Geo Channel. Naaliw ako sa mga tribeman galing Tanna--isang isla na matatagpuan sa Timog ng Amerika. Dumayo sila at nakipagsapalaran sa Amerika para ipahayag ang isang napakahalagang mensahe---kapayapaan, pagmamahalan, at harmony. At sa paglalakbay nila, sa mayamang kontinente ng Amerika, marami silang natutunan sa liberal na kultura ng Amerika na taliwas sa kanilang naging kultura. Nakakapukaw ng damdamin. Meron pa palang grupo ng mamamayan sa mundo ang hindi silaw sa pera. Para sa kanila, ang munti nilang isla ay isa ng kayamanan. Lahat ng kailangan nila sa buhay ay matatagpuan na doon (sana doon ako nakatira). Sa kanila, lahat pantay-pantay. Walang mayaman, walang mahirap. At dahil doon. nabubuhay sila ng payapa at masaya(sana ganoon din ang pananaw natin). Sa paglalakad nila isang araw sa New York, may nakita silang matandang lalaking pulubi at walang tirahan. Nakakapangdismaya...sa dami ng mga matataas na tower at buildings sa siyudad, bakit may mga tao pang walang tirahan? Parang dito sa Pilipinas, maraming building, condominiums, apartments at kahit nga mga bundok sinisira para tayuan ng building, eh bakit madami pa ring walang tirahan at nagkakasya na lang at nagtitiyaga sa barung-barong sa ilalim ng tulay at kahit sa gilid lang ng kalsada? Kung iisipin, simpleng bagay lang ito para sa ilan, ni hindi nga natin napapansin. Masyado kasi tayong mapagpahalaga sa pera. Pera na lang kasi ang mahalaga sa atin. Sana mamulat ang mga mata natin na hindi lahat ng bagay sa mundo may presyo, sabi nga nila, "the most precious things on earth are the ones that is priceless."

Catching a Falling Star

2009-11-18T11:44:00.004+08:00

Meteors... stars... meteorites.

Nakakatawa. Tumambay na naman ako kagabi sa dati kong tambayan. Sa ibabaw ng bubong habang nakahiga at nakatingin sa kawalan. Parang 'yung dating gawi lang. Nakatunganga at nag-iisip ng mga kasentimental-an. Oo nga pala. Nagkaroon ng meteor shower kagabi. Syempre, nag-abang ako. Madami-daming wish din iyon. Nakakatawa. Nag-aabang ako ng meteor shower para lang matugunan 'yung mga wish ko. Totoo kaya iyon? Simula noong natuto akong maglakad at magkaisip, lagi na ako nag-aabang ng shooting stars.Nakakahiya nga lang, inaasa ko sa shooting star ang kapalaran ko. Baka sakaling matupad ang mga wish ko. . . (kasali ka doon). Inabot ako nang madaling araw. Nahamugan na at sinipon. Marami rin akong nahuli. Ang saya. At dinalaw na nga ako ng kaibigan kong antok. Pumasok na ko sa kwarto ko. Subalit di rin siya nagtagal, bumisita lang pala. Badtrip. Si insomnia naman ang pumalit at nagkadaupang-palad nga na naman kami ulit. Kaya ngayon, para na naman akong bangag. Hayyy... Oo nah. Ganun na nga. Nag-emo-emohan na naman ako ulet.

Tigang na Kaisipan

2009-11-18T11:09:00.005+08:00

Tigang... ibig sabihin dehydrated.
O baka naman hypoxic. Maybe yes.
Nauubusan na nga ng hangin ang utak ko. Siguro kulang sa tulog.
Kulang sa tulog dahil maraming iniisip.
Iba-ibang tao, pangyayari, bagay-bagay. Kahit ano.
Ganyan ang senaryo ng utak ko kapag gabi.
Sabi ko nga, kung kelan tahimik at mapayapa ang kapaligiran,
doon sumisigaw ng malakas ang puso ko. Haha! So odd.
Wala na nga akong maisip na ilathala sa blog na 'to.
Pero pinipilit kong pigain hanggang sa maging tigang na nga.

Noong mga nakaraan araw, madami akong nabasang blogs na nakapagbigay sa akin ng inspirasyon na maglathala ulit ng mga akdang walang patutunguhan. Non-sense ika nga. Pero ayos na yun, at least may humor.☺Kaya eto, nakapag-post ulet ako. Mas masarap palang gamitin ang sariling lengwahe. Madaling sabihin, madaling maiintindihan. Muntik ko nang makalimutang Pilipino ako. Dati ko namang hinahabi ang mga akda kong walang kwenta sa salitang ito, naimpluwensiyahan lang ako. Parang nung dumating ang mga Amerikano sa Pilipinas. Ah basta, mahina nga pala ako sa History. Hanggang dito na muna, kailangan ko nang ipahinga ang utak kong tigang sa walang kwentang kapararakan. Ciao!

Look Younger?

2009-11-14T22:07:00.003+08:00

There is nothing wrong with beauty, but, why do we need to look younger then we are? Botox, silicon, gyms… Gyms are ok if you want to make some exercices but… body building? I have some friends that spend hours in the gym just to pretend to be younger.

We can be younger at heart and if you accept that, with age comes some changes in our body, we should be very happy, because we are getting older.The other option of getting older is to die.

So, i’m looking for your opinion on why do this world ask to societies to pretend everybody is younger then he/she really is.

Thank you,
Paulo
My Comment on this:

I remember watching certain program in Nat Geo Channel about natives of America. In there, was the topic with regards to age-defying techniques. One native once said that, why do people choose to do sort of these when in fact we can't turn back times. Today still is Sunday and we cannot claim that it is Saturday. Though we can deceive time through these botox, sylicons, etc., we can't stop the sun from setting. It will still set and we have nothing to do with that. I do agree with what he said, we can't stop time for us to stay young. I have friends who afraid of aging. Pity on them they don't know the value of aging. Paul Coelho is right, being young is not on how we look but how we feel. Pride must be in our hearts for we are lucky that we dwell longer and longer to this world.

Looking Back the High School Times

2009-11-14T21:47:00.003+08:00

1) Ano section mo nung 1st yr high ka?
-- Our Lady of Consolation sa Baste nga lang ako nag-first year...

2) Eh nung 2nd yr?
-- DOVE :) sa PSAT na..hehe.. gala eh...

3) 3rd yr?
--CAMIA :) kay Mam Eflid... star section eh... harhar

4) 4th yr?
-- ACACIA :) kay mam thelma...

5) Anong best year for u?
-- uhm.. 4th yir xguro... dun kasi nmin nafeel ung essence ng pgiging HS student..haha..

6) Marami ka bang friends nun
--naman!! friendly ata ako..haha

7) Saan kau kumakain kapag lunch?
-- sa bahay... uwi lang ako nun eh...

8) Saan tumatambay after skul?
-- uhmm... kahit san..hehe...

9) Lagi ka ba late pag morning?
-- naku!! nagtanong ka pa!! ako yata ang estudyanteng never naging on-time..hehe

10) Nasuspend ka na ba?
-- NAH>>NEVER...

11) Bakit?
-- mabait ako nun eh...

12) Have u ever danced on stage?
-- xempre!!haha.... lakas self-esteem.. kahit di magaling, banat lang ng banat,.,.

13) Nanligaw ka ba noon? (for boys) May nanligaw ba sau nun (for girls)?
--naman..haha...

14) Nagka bf/gf ka ba nung highschool?
--uhm.. hirap nun ah.. let's say perhaps..(Peace)

15) Sino all time crush mo nun?
-- waaaaaahhh!! bukingan ba itech?? secret!!☺☺☺

16) Would you go back sa HS?
-- uu naman... miz ko nga un eh... indeed it's the best-est moments of student life.

17) Ano lagi mong binibili sa canteen?
-- hahaha.. .gusto ko tong question na toh... to list, buko juice, dingdong, sunshine, spag, pansit, squash seed, andami pa eh... limot ko na..

18) Overpricing ba ang canteen nyo?
-- Di naman maxado... ang mura nga ng tinda eh..hehe

19) Nakakita ka n ba ng multo sa skul?
-- never pa...

20) Have you ever sang on stage pag may program?
--naku!! haha.. i remember during scouting... napasubo ako kumanta on stage... nadtrip in... to love you more pa..haha

21) Fave subjects?
-- MATH, MATH, and MATH>...jeje

22) Bumagsak ka n ba?
-- uh-uh.... never pa naman.. and di ako papayag noh,,

23) Have you ever been sent out?
-- NEVER! :)

24) Malayo b ang HS bldg sa canteen?
-- di naman...

25) Have you ever ran in the court?
-- uhm..yah

26) Varsity?
-- di ako mahilig s sports dat tym eh..hehe.. u better ask me to solve a math problem...

27) Do you miss your school?
--xuper duper mega!!! huhu.... that was best.

28) Sino pinaka-dakila sa batch niyo?
--samen??? uhm... i don't know...

29) Ano mga awards mo nun?
--dami eh...yoko nga..hehe

30)Mga advisers mo?
--1st: Mam Fernandez
--2nd: Sir topher Panza..
--3rd: Mam Eflida de Quiroz
--4th: Mam SANCHEZ..

31) Naging officer ka ba?
-- yap.. i even attended a leadership training... dun ko nameet c JAydEe!!hehe

32) May nakaaway ka ba nun?
-- oo!! maldita din ako kahit papano eh...

33) Anong role mo pag foundation day?
-- ms. PSAT 1st runner -up??hahaha...

34) Pinaka close mo nun?
-- nephoj ,bcel, bhel,gil,cal,melch, dawn,mabel, ung themmjaps damma jolijada, angol, ronnie, kriz

35) Pumasok ka ba sa CR ng opposite sex?
-- i don't remember..haha

Harhar... ka-emohan lang...☺☺☺

2009-11-14T21:23:00.004+08:00

There's nothing words can explain how much I feel for this.
This is real.
This must be real.

Bro, Ikaw ang Star ng Pasko ☺

2009-11-08T17:07:00.005+08:00

I'm loving the ABS-CBN's Christmas Station ID.
Love the tune, the lyrics, the concept and most especially the vid.
Goosebumps!!!
Kapamilya really rocks!!

Click here to view the vid...

Kung kailan pinakamadilim
Ang mga tala ay mas nagniningning
Gaano man kakapal ang ulap
Sa likod nito ay may liwanag

Ang liwanag na ito
Nasa ‘ting lahat
Mas sinag ang bawat pusong bukas
Sa init ng mga yakap
Maghihilom ang lahat ng sugat

Ang nagsindi nitong ilaw
Walang iba kundi ikaw
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Tayo ang ilaw sa madilim na daan
Pagkakapit bisig ngayon higpitan
Dumaan man sa malakas na alon
Lahat tayo’s makakaahon

Ang liwanag na ito
Nasa ‘ting lahat
Mas sinag ang bawat pusong bukas
Sa init ng mga yakap
Maghihilom ang lahat ng sugat

Ang nagsindi nitong ilaw
Walang iba kundi ikaw
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Kikislap ang pag-asa
Kahit kanino man
Dahil ikaw Bro, dahil ikaw Bro
Dahil ikaw Bro
Ang star ng pasko

Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Ang nagsindi nitong ilaw
Walang iba kundi ikaw
Salamat sa liwanag mo
Muling magkakakulay ang pasko

Dahil ikaw Bro, dahil ikaw Bro
Dahil ikaw Bro
Ang star ng pasko!

Updated Version of Me

2009-10-31T15:24:00.004+08:00

I know I can be so awkward at times
I can be insecure
You can call me naive, you can say I'm a child
You can say I'm so immature
For me to say that I love you now
But you'll see I will prove somehow
I can be so much more

Someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
An udpated version of me
And there would be no reasons then
To tell me that I'm just a friend
I'll be a much better person, you'll see
An updated version of me

Maybe I should grow a much nicer nose
A much prettier set of eyes
Maybe I should wear more colorful clothes
If it'd help you to realize
I've never been this in love before
Never wanted to change at all
Now I'm willing to try...

Maybe then you'd realize
Or maybe you won't
If and when that happens
I'd still be the lucky one...

'Coz someday there's gonna be
An updated version of me
And somehow you're gonna see
And updated version of me
And someday you would realize
You've made awful compromise
And you'd wished that you had wath you missed
'Coz you'd miss a much better person
An updated version of me
You will see...

Sophie's World (our lives is a top hat)

2009-10-27T10:44:00.003+08:00

Philosophy never catches my interest until someone introduced me this book.
Jostein Garder's Sophies World picturing the history of philosophy from ancient times to Sartre.
This taught me things I've never imagined.

We indeed are living in a magician's top hat.
We are in the rabbit's fur trying eagerly to peak out to the real world to see real things.

It's amazing.

Doing Drum Lessons

2009-10-26T17:08:00.003+08:00

I'm loving music. After learning guitar, I'm now having my guitar lessons.
It's not that easy as playing guitar but trying is not a problem.
☺☺☺

Paul Coelho says...

2009-10-26T16:57:00.001+08:00

Wise people discuss ideas.
Fools discuss how people should behave.

--need comments here.

I miss Kuia Noel...

2009-10-17T12:40:00.005+08:00

I miss you...
That one-week moments we had is irreplaceable...
Thanks for the ode you wrote...
Thanks for the good things you instilled in me.
Thanks for everything.
You're a real friend.

☺☺☺

Paul Coelho's Quote for the Week

2009-10-14T11:10:00.003+08:00

Life is short.
There is no time to leave
important words unsaid.

♥♥♥True indeed. Things left unsaid are the most painful cause of regrets. The barrier between life and death is but a strand of hair... precious and fragile. If there's something you wanna say to a particular person, say it now! Every second counts. Express what you wanna express. Say what you wanna say. Do what you wanna do. Today is the best day to start this. Good luck! ☻☻☻

I know you know that... MY LOVE IS HERE

2009-10-11T16:35:00.001+08:00

Words
nothing but words
For me to show
How much my love for you unfolds
Through trouble and fears
This love feels so real
And I need you to know

Even though we’re far apart
You’re right beside me in my heart

Don’t you know my love is here?
Don’t you know my love is real?
You should know by now
This much is true
My love is here for you

Time, nothing but time
To make up your mind
I’ll give you all that you need
I want you to know
I’ll never let go
‘Til you come back to me

Even though you’re far away
I’m right beside you day by day

Even though we’re far apart
You’re right beside me in my heart

Don’t you know my love is here?
Don’t you know my love is real (for you)?
You should know by now
This much is true
My love is here for you

Follow-up...

2009-10-10T19:05:00.001+08:00

Woohooo!!
Pasado ako sa Final exam.
Akalain mu un..haha

Final Exam Fever

2009-10-10T18:22:00.003+08:00

Graveh!!! We had our final exam in NCM 104 a while ago
...an NCLEX-type exam.
I experienced mild epistaxis during exam...haha!
So...
so...
...so hirap!
At ngayon, para kaming naghihintay ng result ng board exam
kasi it will be posted online.
Waaaahh!!! Hopefully makapasa ako...huhu!

Destiny versus Love of God

2009-10-08T22:01:00.003+08:00

"No law of destiny can ever be an obstacle to the love of God."

--quote for tonight..=)

That was included and written at the end of test question in our quiz a while ago.
Ate Gem was hit!haha! Sabi niya, di daw siya nainspire kundi naexpire.

Haiz! I've just arrived from our duty.
Di naman nakakapagod... Di nman ako toxic eh..
That was taken during our duty..harhar..

So much for tonight...
...Goodnight!

Your absence is contagious...

2009-10-06T20:28:00.003+08:00

I'm afraid...
...afraid of losing you.

...of this silence
...of this distance
...of your absence
...of missing you
...of taking this feeling for granted
...of wasting the time
...of being without you

because I know...
...this might lead into vanity.

I want to be with you every seconds of my life.
I want to spend times passing by... hey, every second counts.
We cannot tell what future brings.

I'm afraid... your "absence" might lead into "forgotten".

2009-10-06T19:10:00.000+08:00

To say “no” is painful,
but much better than a “yes” that brings regrets.

2009-10-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

Every seconds of my life lies unto you.
Every air I breathe depends on you.
Every smile I make counts on you.
You are my life now.
You are my sanctuary.
I miss you so much.

I Say this to You: "Let's just take it slow"

2009-10-05T21:47:00.003+08:00

I've been with you boy
Three months is quite a while
But getting too sensual
Is really not my style
You know I love you
And i like it just like this
Sometimes I feel like giving you
More than just a kiss

But baby it's wrong
Baby it's not my kind of game
If I give it to you now
Our love will never be the same
It won't be long
We gotta play our love just right
I know you know the time will come
But baby for tonight...

...Lets take it slow
(So slow)
Anywhere you wanna go
Baby for you
I'll lay it all on the line
You ought to know
Boy I ain't got nowhere to go
I'll give it to you
Only to you
We gotta take it real slow...

When we get together
You know I feel the fire
It burns up inside me
Oh, that natural desire
I know that you feel it too
I know you wanna flow
Keep dreaming about it
And the fire starts to grow

I know tomorrow
It would still you and me
I'm saving it all for you especially
Trust in me baby

When I say this to you:
If we wait a little longer
Our love will be forever true

Love at First Sight

2009-10-04T21:44:00.010+08:00

A story never heard...but told and retold.
This was a cute love story I wrote when I was in high school.
A simple love story of a girl fell in love for a first time
...a love at first sight.

♠☻☻☻♠

Jess was a freshman in the high school department of a known university. She was so excited as she heard that life in high school is the best and most adventurous stage in life. She find new friends and joined in extracurricular activities which made her the cheerleader of the cheering squad in her school. One day, while practicing their cheer for the incoming inter-school league, somebody caught her attention. It was a guy sitting at the corner of the gymnasium. The guy was with his friends reading some sort of business management book. She bet he is a college student. She doesn't know what makes her feel that way, she can't help staring at him. Moments later, she found herself euphoric...painting pictures in her imagination. The only thing brought her back into reality is when she slipped and lose balance while doing some cheering stunts. Ouch! She shared this embarrassing moment to her friends. Since then, her favorite spot during breaks in on gymnasium as she learned that the guy's "tambayan" was there. She notice the guy's shirt color is either red or white whenever she see him. So she called him "Mr. Pink" (red=white) since she does not know the guy's name yet. Until one day, while waiting for the flag ceremony, Jess' friends made fun out of her. Ram, her gay friend approached the guy and asked for his name and number. He told the guy that someone's having crush on him. They learned his name as Carl. Carl was a sophomore BSIT student, five years older than Jess.

Jess' friends tease her about Carl and even make it a example in sentence construction activity during recitation in English class. Jess got mad but deep inside her being, there's an excitement and joy which she can't explain. One night, she unintentionally sent Carl a text message. She doesn't even bother to wait for his reply. But then, Carl text her back... "Hi! Do I know u?" she impulsively replied, "Elow! Got ur number from ny friend..."Then they started to know each other. That was the very first time she had her textmate. She experienced strange hapiness and even a single text message from him makes her day complete. Her friends made move for them to know each other personally. Ram approached Carl again one day and pointed to Jess. She doesn't know about this. Days and weeks past until month of Hearts came. They planned to set up Jess by giving her a flower delivery named after Carl.

(...to be continued again)haha!

Paul Coelho's Quote for the Week

2009-10-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

Nobody loses by daring.
But may lose while waiting for the “right moment”

♥♥♥Two is Better than One (think of it) ♥♥♥

2009-10-03T16:32:00.003+08:00

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

Life's Hypocrisy

2009-09-30T20:08:00.004+08:00

Hypocrisy...

...right.

I know it hurts me if I'll explore it and yet, I keep on staring.

I know she still had this kind of sense and I feel insecure.

Damn this hypocrisy.

I can't close my eyes.
I can't be dumb.
I can't be insensitive.

I learned and used to suppress emotions...
...fear
...anger
...happiness

but now,

I can no longer control this.

I feel like dying.

I can't help visiting that page.
...self-torturing.

P.S.

God! It crushes my heart into pieces.
I know it's wrong.
I know it's non-sense.
But I'm affected.

Paul Coelho's shared Wisdom...

2009-09-23T13:52:00.004+08:00

A bird sings because he has a song,
not because he has an answer.
---Paul Coelho's quote for the week.

The path to wisdom is not being afraid to make mistakes.

Nothing in the world is ever completely wrong. Even a stopped clock is right twice a day.

You are protected. But if you don’t take risks, God will retreat and become only a subject of philosophical speculation.

For the Warrior of Light, there is no such thing as an impossible love.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

And each man kills the thing he loves,
By all let this be heard,
Some do it with a bitter look,
Some with a flattering word,
The coward does it with a kiss,
The brave man with a sword.
( quoting Oscar Wilde in The Valkyries)

Unhappy people hate to be reminded that happiness exists.
Save your energies!

Anyone who interferes in the destiny of others will never discover his own.
(The Alchemist)

The warrior of light projects his thoughts beyond the horizon. He knows that if he does not do anything for the world, no one else will.
(The Manual of The Warrior of Light)

Just before a dream is fulfilled, the Soul of the World decides to test everything that was learned on the journey.
(The Alchemist)

The Warrior of Light knows the the old Arabic proverb that says: “God judges a tree by its fruits and not by its roots.”
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

The Warrior of Light takes responsibility for everything he does, even if he has to pay a high price for his mistake.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

A warrior of light has no regrets, because regrets can kill.
He humbles himself and undoes the wrong he has done.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

A warrior of light has no ‘certainties’, he just has a path to follow,
a path to which he tries to adapt depending on the moment.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

The warrior knows that a great dream is made up of many different things, just as the light from the sun is the sum of its millions of rays.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

Thinking about the small things is not the same as thinking small.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

The warrior of light listens to Lao Tzu when he says that we should let go of the idea of days and hours in order to pay more attention to the moment.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

Warriors who spend all their time training lose their spontaneity in battle.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

Those who look on other people’s misery with indifference
are the most miserable of all.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

Anyone who gives help also receives help and needs to teach what he has learned.
(Manual of the Warrior of Light)

You...Just You

2009-09-22T20:37:00.004+08:00

you're the one that never lets me sleep
to my mind, down to my soul you touch my lips
you're the one that i can't wait to see
with you here by my side i'm in ecstasy

i am all alone without you
my days are dark without a glimpse of you
but now that you came into my life
i feel complete
the flowers bloom, my morning shines
and i can see

your love is like the sun
that lights up my whole world
i feel the warmth inside
your love is like the river
that flows down through my veins
i feel the chill inside

every time i hear our music play
reminds me of the things that we've been through
in my mind i can't believe it's true
but in my heart the reality is you

♥♥♥

I finally found a song that can actually reflect what my heart wanna say. An old favorite song, I am running out of words to express what's really inside of me. I can't even say a single word. It is not always true that when a heart is full, the mouth speaks. This feeling has nothing words can explain. It's different.

Idadaan ko na lang sa kanta.

☺☺☺

Papatunayan ko...

2009-09-22T20:13:00.002+08:00

Papatunayan ko na ako lang sa'yo

Hinubog mong buhay ko ng pag-ibig mo

Di na masusukat
Sandigan mong taglay
Magalit man ang langit
Di matitinag ang kulay
Diwa ko'y mamulat
Matapos ang gulo
Saan man dalin ng hangin
Papadpad pa rin sa'yo

Makinig kang mabuti
Buksan ng mapakinggan ng puso mo ang dapat mong malaman

Papatunayan ko na ako lang sa'yo
Hinubog mong buhay ko ng pag-ibig mo
Mamahalin kita, sa puso ko nandyan ka
Maiintindihan mo rin ako

Pinanggalingan ma'y magkaiba
Tadhana natin ay iisa
Ito ang sarili nating yugto
Bakit pa ako lalayo

Makinig kang mabuti
Pangakong walang ibang mas mahalaga
Yan ang dapat na paniwalaan, paniwalaan

Papatunayan ko na ako lang sa'yo
Hinubog mong buhay ko ng pag-ibig mo
Mamahalin kita, sa puso ko nandyan ka
Maiintindihan mo rin ako

Kay tagal kitang hinanap
Halos ikamatay
Nakaukit ka sa aking palad
Mawalay ka, mawalay ka
Di ako papayag

One Last Breath

2009-09-21T16:27:00.006+08:00

Losing someone has never been easy.

...suffocating
...heartbreaking

...especially when you witnessed his/her
last grasping breath.

so peaceful
BUT
penetrating.

I have a friend whose mother died few days ago.
I witnessed how she tried to do her duty not just a nurse but a
daughter as well.

Filling her mother's breath.

But then...

...after all.

She failed.

♠♠♠

On His Way... →RIZAL

2009-09-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

Wish...Wish...Wish...

2009-09-14T21:04:00.003+08:00

JETT: Is it about me leaving? Coz if you want me to stay, I'll stay.
CRIS: (cries)

Errr... I'm addicted to this music vid.
Kudos to its director and to silent sanctuary as well.
I'm so much related.
I admire the courage Cris portrayed. (wish I am like her)
Letting go and sacrificing for her boyfriend's happiness is unusual.

It's killing me→→→♥♥♥

2009-09-13T21:02:00.002+08:00

sometimes...

instincts ko tama

yeh! actually, as always..

but i wish not this time..

grave! mamamatay ako...

haiz...

i know it's not right to think bout it for now..

pero i can't resist the feeling...

hope it's not...

haiz..

→♥♥

Second Composition

2009-09-07T15:45:00.006+08:00

You asked me "why"
I said "I don't know"
I saw colors in your eyes that pictures out your mind.
I said "don't go"
You said "I'll stay"
Pride empties my soul
You take it over.

Sweetness in my blood went out my lips.
Fear dissolves but it persists
Pain's overshadowed, drained teardrops.

I know this once in a lifetime of chance
With your arms around me
I won't slip it away because you're my dwelling
Like endless horizon.

(unfinished business)
↓
↓
↓
working

Turned nineteen (August 30, 2009)

2009-09-03T13:42:00.006+08:00

I'm nineteen.
Nineteen years of experiencing the happiest
and the worst things on earth.
I laughed.
I cried.
I learned.
I loved.
I care.
I shared.
I achieved.
I failed.
A lot of things happen.
I'm no longer a kid.
I'm more than a woman.

and soon...

I will laugh...
I will cry no...
I will learn...
I will love...
I will care...
I will share...
I will achieve...
I will fail no...
...more than ever.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

This was the most memorable birthday I had.
He made it so special.
It was different from all birthdays I had.
No celeb.
No friends.
No gifts.
No foods.
☺
Just with him.
He was the best gift I ever had.
And I could not ask for more.

Silence hurts more (eklavosh)

2009-08-26T14:25:00.002+08:00

in silence...
...i'm afraid
...i'm unassured
...but this is what I wanted.
SILENCE
SERENITY
PEACE

Pagbabalik-tanaw (EK)

2009-08-25T15:45:00.005+08:00

I missed it.

A wonderful experience...
Exciting...
This was my second time in here last summer
(with my nursing family).
Memoirs still fresh...
...a treasured one.
...my EK ticket.

Emo Sense

2009-08-19T14:51:00.003+08:00

Haiz!!
So much...
So much...
There are so many gossip girls.
I hate them...
...plus that note.
Errr!
I need analgesics.
I need relief.
It's so much.
MUch.
Much.
Much.
Waaaaah!!!
(emo sense)

Because Someone's Watching Over Me

2009-08-11T14:24:00.002+08:00

Found myself today
I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Someone's watching over me

Passion: From my Science Hero

2009-08-11T13:27:00.009+08:00

Putting dreams into reality.
My heart contains so many dreams I want to pursue. To be a doctor...this is what my heart inspires. Weeks ago, thoughts of giving up my dreams clouded up my mind. The passion of making people happy eventually fades... a blur. But one man brought it back. The same light he shed the last time. I won't forget the first time I knew him... that passion in his heart that light up those who need to be enlightened. I won't forget the lesson I learned from him... that is putting passion in your heart to make everything possible. Dr. Patch Adams is my science hero...not just an ordinary hero. A hero having a heart, that is able to stand up for something he believes in, caring and brave. He saved my dreams. He came to let me realize that passion is the greatest ingredient to make my dream possible. Just like him, I was torn between two decisions: stay or quit. But since I wanted to be a doctor with all my heart, I will make it. Truly, he is an incredible man, and one that I admire. Thanks Patch!

Happy and Contented

2009-08-11T13:13:00.005+08:00

Things happen unexpectedly. New friends come, old friends go. Moments pass, fate takes in. It's like a struggle for a change. Change which is the only permanent reality. But it's sweet. Change is sweet. It's like love. Love then, changes...into a better one. I once believed that love is painful--it makes us cry and do crazy things. It includes heartbreaks, fear and pain. But it was changed. Love involves sacrifices, but once you found true love, it's worth all the pain and wanting. It does indeed require patience and faith.

I love him. I love him. I love him. That's all I know. I don't know why, how and what drives me to love him. He's all I need. I've waited long for him. I am very thankful he's now in me.

Kundiman

2009-08-11T12:58:00.001+08:00

Para kang asukal
Sintamis mong magmahal
Para kang pintura
Buhay ko ikaw ang nagpinta
Para kang unan
Pinapainit mo ang aking tiyan
Para kang kumot na yumayakap
Sa tuwing ako'y nalulungkot
Kaya't wag magtataka
Kung bakit ayaw kitang mawala
Kung hindi man tayo hanggang dulo
Wag mong kalimutan
Nandito lang ako
Laging umaalalay
Di ako lalayo
Dahil ang tanging panalangin ko ay ikaw
Di baleng maghapon umulan
Basta't ikaw ang sasandalan
Liwanag ng lumulubog na araw
Kay sarap pagmasdan
Lalo na pag nasisinagan ang iyong mukha
Hinding-hindi magsasawa
Ayoko ng magsawa
Bahala na, ayoko muna magsalita
Hayaan na muna natin ang hatol ng tadhana

Demokrasya

2009-08-05T15:51:00.012+08:00

May saysay ba na sulatan ang bulag, awitan ang bingi, at kilitiin ang manhid?

Wala!

Pero kung hindi susubukan, paano malalaman kung ang kapansanan ay gawa-gawa lamang at nagtatago ang panlilinlang sa belo ng kahinaan at kapayapaan.
Panlilinlang na parang tali. Pisi na manipis pa sa sapot ng gagambang tuso, nakahabi at talamak sa distrito. Oo! Hawak nila tayo sa leeg. Nangingikil... namimwersa sa mga paraang hindi natin nadarama. Ngunit tayo mismo, tayo ang nag-aabot ng lubid sa mambibitay.

Demokrasya.

Sino nga ba ang nasusunod sa demokrasya? Demokrasya na ginawa ng tao para sa tao. Napakasarap pakinggan. Naglalaro patungo sa sandata. Oo! Demokrasya, ang sandata ng taong makasarili. Tanikalang humahaplos kagaya ng sipol nng hanging amihan. Maamo at marahan ngunit abot buto ang lamig. Demokrasya, pinapatakbo ang boses ng tao, ang boses ng tao ang nagpapatakbo.

Gutom.
Pagod.
Hapdi.
Dalamhati.
Ambisyon.
Pera.
Takot.

Hindi mo ba iboboto ang mamamatay tao na may hawak ng baril na nakatutok sa iyong ulo?

Ang tao may utak pansarili,
pero hindi lahat ng boses galing sa sariling utak.
Maraming tao ang bumibitaw ng salita,
parang lorong tumatalak,
panay ang tingin...
hindi malawak.

Ang tao may mata,
pero bakit boses ang ginagamit
panghanap ng kandila na pamalit
sa pundidong ilaw?

Natutunaw ang yelo...umiinit ang ulo...salita...diretso patungo sa kawalan.

Madaling isipin...mahirap gawin. Hindi lahat ng tao pareho ang hinaing. Pero kadalasan, ang problema ko, problema mo na rin. Hindi ako galit sa'yo o sa demokratiko pero eto ang alam ko, hahalason ang panis na laway.

AYOKO PANG MAMATAY.

(mula sa democracy vid-making contest)

Paalam...at Salamat, Cory Aquino

2009-08-05T13:46:00.000+08:00

Lasong dilaw
Laban Sign
Demokrasya
Kalayaan
Gobyerno
Rebolusyon
Itinangi bilang "simbolo ng demokrasya at pananampalataya"
unang babaeng naging presidente
INA ng masang Pilipino
Makabayan
Makatao
Maka-Diyos

Namulat ako sa isang bayang produkto ng katapangan at pakikipaglaban...isang sistemang kailan ko lang napagtantuhan.
DEMOKRASYA
...pribilehiyong namana sa isang taong sa kwento at aklat ko lang nakilala.
Namuno sa rebolusyon sa EDSA ilang dekada na ang nakalipas. Nagbuklod sa masang Pilipino upan gmagkaisa. Nagpamalas ng tunay na kahulugan ng pamamahala. Nagmahal sa lupang nagbuwis ng kalayaan.

Looming from the battle her courage will never fade.
Amidst the hardships she has remained
Undaunted and unafraid
She is calm and composed. She is God's lovely maid.

Katangi-tangi ka, CORY AQUINO!

(Mula sa isang kabataan: utang namin sa'yo ang kalayaan at pagiging Pilipino)

Paalam at Salamat... Cory Aquino.

Laban

2009-08-04T23:10:00.008+08:00

Loser?
Love?
Liar?
Ano ang ibig sabihin ng "L" sign na ito?

Noong mga nakaraang buwan, nauso ang "L" sign na ito sa mga kabataan. It stands for a "loser". Ibig sabihin, talunan. Pang-asar na simbolo na ginagamit tuwing palpak at hindi kanais-nais ang ginawa ng taong sinasabihan nito. Negatibo sa mata ng mga kabataan. Subalit hindi nila alam, napakalaki at napakahalaga ng simbolong ito na dapat bigyang pugay.

Ilang araw lamang ang nakakalipas nang bulabugin ang Pilipinas sa pagkamatay ng dating pangulong Cory Aquino. Mula noon, kaliwa't kanang paggunita ang ibinabahagi ng midya para sa kanya. Isa na rito ang kasaysayan na sa simula't sapul ay hindi ko binigyan ng pansin. Dekada na ang nakalipas at aminadong hindi pa ako tao nang mga panahong iyon. Nasadlak ang Pilipinas sa matinding krisis pampulitika. Nawalan ng boses ang masang Pilipino. Naging papet. Nagkaroon ng pang-aapi at pangkikitil sa kalayaang matagal ng isinisigaw. Nagkaroon ng rebolusyon na sa unang pagkakataon, sa pamumuno ni Cory Aquino, boses ng nakararami ang nasunod. Ipinaglaban ang kalayaang ngayon ay atin nang pinanghahawakan.

PAKIKIPAGLABAN...
...LABAN.

Ito ang tunay na kahulugan ng simbolong "L". Laban. Napakadakila at tunay ngang makahulugan. Nakakahihiya mang sabihin subalit kamakailan ko lang nabatid ang kahulugang ito. Naging isa ako sa mga kabataang walang alam at ignorante sa kasaysayan. Subalit sa mga panahong ito, buo na ang aking loob at ipinagmamalaki ko na ako ay isang PILIPINO...sa isip, sa salita at sa gawa. Tuloy pa din ang LABAN.

Beware!

2009-08-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

Ayusin mu buhay mu huh!
Oh kakana ka pa?
Okey! Okey!
(Harhar)

Finding Treasures

2009-08-03T19:09:00.000+08:00

MY GUITAR...
She is Tara my best friend relieves my stress and defines my life.
She makes good music.
She helps me doing my composition.

MY PHONE...
An 1110i nokia model, not-so classy bu a user-friendly.
The best phone I ever had.
Within it are messages of every kind.

MY SCRAP BOOK...
This is the book of my life.
Book of my past.
Symbolistic in nature picturing the greatest moments of my life.

MY MUSIC PLAYER...
The most precious techie I had.
Not so pretty but it contains the music that I live.

MY JOURNAL NOTEBOOK
My other best friend.
The friend I can count on anytime.
My medium of expression.
(courtesy of Papemelroti ☺)

MY 3-COLORED PEN...
My must-have.
Friend of my journal.
My tool in writing... (during duty as well)

And the most important thing in my life...

MY SCRAP BOX...

Dwelling of my past.
It contains all my
memorabilia,
souvenirs,
notes,
letters,
flowers,
concert tickets,
my EK ticket,
transpo tickets,
programs,
pictures,
artworks,
drawings,
etc.

>treasures of my life<